For me ceasing to exist is the solution, it solves everything for me and is all that can bring me peace from the terrible, torturous and deeply undesirable burden of existence, to suffer for decades longer just to face the agony of old age truly would be the most horrific undeserved punishment.
For me only non-existence is desirable and is all that can bring me peace from the torture and evil of existence where existing beings are so cruelly forced to suffer in this existence there wasn't even any need for at all with no limit as to how much one can suffer, for me non-existence is all I see as positive, existence is the problem. This dreadful existence is an abomination that has only ever caused pain and suffering, to be conscious in this existence is always so torturous, simply just existing is enough to make me wish for the peace of non-existence, the existence of life is the most cruel, devastating tragedy to me and the fact that humans choose to force this onto others causing all this dreadful, unnecessary suffering as a result is just so horrific.