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kaipuff

kaipuff

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Feb 22, 2023
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i know there are supposedly painless methods, but is pain truly avoidable? when you die, correct me if i'm wrong, but don't your neurons drop and hurt your nervous system? ( as your brain can survive minutes or hours after death )

which, as i am a coward and would not like to feel pain when i ctb, this is scary to me. does anyone here know a little bit more about the studies of dying cells in the brain and such so maybe i can be a little less scared when i think its finally my time to ctb?
 
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There's definitely no pain if you go for heroin, fentanyl, morphine, nembutal, gunshot to the brain stem, or falling on your head from 10+ storeys. If you do it right, there's also no pain from partial suspension or argon/nitrogen gas but they didn't work for me.
 
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Himalayan

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There is. A lot of them in fact. Even drowning was reported as peaceful to some.
 
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Feb 22, 2023
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There's definitely no pain if you go for heroin, fentanyl, morphine, nembutal, gunshot to the brain stem, or falling on your head from 10+ storeys. If you do it right, there's also no pain from partial suspension or argon/nitrogen gas but they didn't work for me.
do you happen to know how i would get heroin, fentanyl, etc? i definitely can't access a firearm and my parents keep a close eye on where i go, as i still live with them, so i think the best option would be one of those. i live in Baltimore, MD.
There is. A lot of them in fact. Even drowning was reported as peaceful to some.
yeah, i've been considering filling up my bathtub but my si always kicks in whenever i try to. and when i did hold myself down long enough, there was a period of time where my lungs had a sharp, jolting pain throughout them, so i just pulled up. do you happen to know anything that people had reported as completely painless by any chance?
 
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jodes2

jodes2

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do you happen to know how i would get heroin, fentanyl, etc? i definitely can't access a firearm and my parents keep a close eye on where i go, as i still live with them, so i think the best option would be one of those. i live in Baltimore, MD.
Only place reliable is the dark net, for getting heroin. With Fentanyl you're taking a risk cos you have to make assumptions about how much if any fentanyl is in the M30 pills. I'd go for heroin instead personally. Or the 4 drug morphine protocol, but you need to crush 1000 morphine pills for that to overcome the slow release mechanism, plus buy the other 3 drugs, benzos plus two prescription drugs.
 
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Sep 29, 2022
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From what I've read, your brain can only survive I think it's up to 10-15 minutes without oxygen before dying, and you start taking brain damage after a few minutes. I imagine any method that destroys most of your brain quickly like gunshot or landing on your head from great height you'd only ever feel a split second of extreme pain before you just feel nothing.

While opioid or barbiturate overdose obviously takes longer than 15 minutes (although I've read pentobarbital via injection can take as little as a few minutes), ideally you'll be in a coma and won't feel anything when your brain is starved of oxygen. Opioid, barbiturate overdose and inert gas asphyxiation with Nitrogen are very peaceful methods that will knock you out before you feel anything. Nitrogen in particular is very good for the inert gas asphyxiation method because it tricks your body into thinking you're breathing in oxygen when you really aren't, so you shouldn't get that feeling of panic like you would when you try to hold your breath for too long.
 
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do you happen to know how i would get heroin, fentanyl, etc? i definitely can't access a firearm and my parents keep a close eye on where i go, as i still live with them, so i think the best option would be one of those. i live in Baltimore, MD.

yeah, i've been considering filling up my bathtub but my si always kicks in whenever i try to. and when i did hold myself down long enough, there was a period of time where my lungs had a sharp, jolting pain throughout them, so i just pulled up. do you happen to know anything that people had reported as completely painless by any chance?
baltimore has ALL the dope but its mostly tranqdope now as i understand, just go to that little park and you'll likely find a dealer
but you dont know what ur getting until you know the dealer and even then.... good chance of ending up with an addiction and not ctb.
darkweb is more reliable for purity but you also need monero/btc and that they won't open ur packages
my method is sn but again its 'uncomfortable' not painless per se, but not bad. and i will need to use benzos to offset survival instinct.
best of luck friends
 
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Anon1337

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Oct 1, 2018
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If you're unconscious you won't feel pain.
 
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outrider567

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Nitrogen
 
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