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konglegend

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May 6, 2020
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Since I am about to receive N from A in a few days, I have some questions

1.Is there a painful moment when using N? I think no one knows since survivors are rare but I really wanna know it because no one knows it.

2. How long will it take to CTB?
Since I live with my family, I am afraid that my family memebrs will find me out and try to call 911. So i am trying to use it at night time as possible.

Since I've found certain number of news about failure of N suicide, I an kinda worried about not being completely dead...
 
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autumnal

autumnal

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Feb 4, 2020
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Have you read the guides?

There is no reason why there should be a 'painful moment' when using N.
 
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Quarky00

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Dec 17, 2019
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1.Is there a painful moment when using N? I think no one knows since survivors are rare but I really wanna know it because no one knows it.
There are videos . We can know because we observe reactions . You should make your own judgment after reading . You should not really "receive N soon" without researching about it :hug: It's not just about questioning people here but reading PPH , reading resources , multiple reports , etc . The short answer is no .. Don't confuse death rattles with pain or discomfort (again research that) .

2. How long will it take to CTB?
I'll save you one search/read : 5 minutes to lose consciousness (faint completely and not move) , and overall around 20 minutes to die from in take . Those are averages and they may vary a little , but not much .

As autumnal suggested do another reading :)
 
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Yomyom

Yomyom

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Feb 5, 2020
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He went to sleep very quickly...
It was a big shok to watch this (at least for me)


What scared me in this video is the heavy breathing, but I guess it's because he is obese, and in any case it doesn't seem painful
 
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disabledandhopeless

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Mar 1, 2020
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So envious that you are receiving N soon.
 
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Despo41

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May 16, 2020
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I need to order N but I struggle to follow instructions because of this hideous brain injury.
I would do anything to get some - it's my only way out and would literally pay anything!!! Somebody please tell me it's possible.
 
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