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Enlightened
- Jun 4, 2020
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A few weeks ago I was crying at the drop of a hat throughout the day and had been that way for months. This afternoon I let myself think about the one issue guaranteed to make we sob and nothing happened. The issue hasn't changed at all but I think I've come to a point where my plan to ctb has changed everything. I've been getting less and less afraid of death and have been letting go of the idea of people in my life.
Is this something others experience the closer they get to ctb?
Is this something others experience the closer they get to ctb?