Method are there great chances of failing with partial suspension?

[onthelastday]

i will go ctb soon due to partial suspension, but i'm afraid of failing, i'm afraid of having to live. I tried for the best but I didn't get it, I don't want it anymore. I will use a rope and kneel until I die, the last time i tried i didn't even know what partial suspension was, but i remember in a few minutes already feeling my vision darken, but my survival instinct condemned me to longer existence. I'm just afraid of failing and of sequels, I'm not going to leave anything in this life, not having a good time with anyone, nothing, I basically didn't exist, I'm a big nothing. if you know any tips that make partial suspension less painful and more effective, I would love to know, maybe take lots of painkillers to make you sleepy during the process :)

 

[nana2000]

I have tried it. Maybe I did something wrong but after a brief moment of blacking out unfortunately I regained counsiousness. I have no idea what went wrong. Maybe the knot wasn't tight enough..