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Whitebigwall
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- Jul 21, 2020
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Do you feel suicide and general helplines helpful?
They are very useful if empty platitudes and canned scripts are something that helps you.
In reality suicide prevention hotlines are mostly useful in the cases where the intent is very impulsive and caused by instant emotions in reaction to something negative happening to someone. They will have very little to no effect on someone who has been suicidal for a long time who has rationally decided it is their choice.
The void is here. Sorry I had to do it.
if i'm being honest, personally working with one has opened my eyes.
alot of it is truly trained responses and its moreso fixated on an approach to de-escalate crisis situations, rather than hear someone out and feel validated and feel as if your feeling heard and cared for. i've been restricted and prevented from speaking the way i'd like to speak because it doesnt conform to their approaches.
so if you need someone to genuinly talk to, understand your ideation and validate your problems, and trust they won't simply question you about your suicidal ideation and focus in on stopping you from doing it and neglect everything else thats going on with you, hotlines MAY NOT BE for you. thats just my opinion.
from working with the bigger one and also being a person whos contacted a helpline before, i get why people feel so negative about them. it just doesn't feel real and "enough" unfortunately.
I agree with you on this. In my experience, non-suicidal people tend to give terrible advice regarding suicide. It's usually 'life is so great', 'think about the ones you'll leave behind' or some version of those two lines. I find coming on here to ss much more helpful than any other place I've been.I've never considered calling one because they can't fix the problems that make me want to commit suicide in the first place. Their job is to "prevent" you from killing yourself and they will call the cops on you who will promptly imprison you so you can be subjected to torture and cruelty. I don't see how this can be helpful to anyone that is genuinely suicidal.
The void is here. Sorry I had to do it.
Do you feel suicide and general helplines helpful?
It really depends who you get and as someone else commented, whether you have a rapport with them or not. The first person I spoke to was incredible, listened to me for an hour and gave me more help in one phone call than the entire medical profession in over a year.
She organised telephone counselling for 6 sessions and unfortunately that person was completely useless. Obviously reading off a script, not listening properly and giving bullshit platitudes; sounded too young and inexperienced. Said she wanted me to be honest then when I outlined my plans for suicide, said I was scaring her and she didn't like it. In the final session, told me I needed to quit with the "poor me" attitude, I wasn't a child etc. (Is there anyone genuinely suicidal who isn't feeling a bit sorry for themselves? Surely when you're so desperate you've reached that point, it pretty much means you're about as sorry for yourself as you can get? All the kicks up the ass and empty platitudes in the world aren't going to suddenly turn things around and fill your life full of rainbows and sunshine.) I replied that I had clearly frustrated the hell out of her and she said yes you have. Wow. So much for ending on a positive note. That has really put me off ever calling them back. If I knew I could speak to the first girl or someone similar, it would be helpful but I don't want to take the chance.
Exactly! And if talking about suicide scares her, what the hell is she doing in that job??! A suicide helpline counsellor who finds talking about suicide scary and she didn't like it?? I couldn't believe what I was hearing!!> told me I needed to quit with the "poor me" attitude
Were they expecting you to say something like wow you're right, how could I not think of that? Wish there were more people like the first person you talked to on the other end of the line .
Bizarre situations always make me laugh.Exactly! And if talking about suicide scares her, what the hell is she doing in that job??! A suicide helpline counsellor who finds talking about suicide scary and she didn't like it?? I couldn't believe what I was hearing!!
As long as you don't mention suicide it's fine. It's making people on this forum scared.