Pg.964
Lifeless
- Jul 27, 2023
- 91
It's been a few months since my suicidality went down and im relatively stable (not by normal societal standards im still suicidal) but no matter what I do, EVERYTHING SUCKS, I spend most of my time working and if im not working im spacing out and waiting to work again. I'm alone in everything I do and that would be ok if i wasn't such a hollow husk of a person. So apathetic and pathetic. Has anyone found fulfillment in something? I need ideas :(
