jonghyun
trying to do well
- May 6, 2023
- 95
so basically can you guys just tell me all of the different ways youve managed to suppress your appetite? i will try anything except hard drugs since i live with my parents and don't leave the house much.
ive had an ED since 2014 and it fluctuates from anorexia to binge eating and right now its binge. the binges have to stop because they make me hate myself so severely - when i eat normally and DONT starve my productivity actually SUFFERS bc i hate myself too much to do anything. not eating gives me this surge of power and adrenaline but i cannot stop the fucking cravings and eating everything in sight in a brief period of dissociation. PLEASE give me all your suggestions and don't worry about telling me to recover or that eating normally is better long term bc idgaf about my life or health i just need to be skinny
ive had an ED since 2014 and it fluctuates from anorexia to binge eating and right now its binge. the binges have to stop because they make me hate myself so severely - when i eat normally and DONT starve my productivity actually SUFFERS bc i hate myself too much to do anything. not eating gives me this surge of power and adrenaline but i cannot stop the fucking cravings and eating everything in sight in a brief period of dissociation. PLEASE give me all your suggestions and don't worry about telling me to recover or that eating normally is better long term bc idgaf about my life or health i just need to be skinny