Anyone who is done with human life/experience bullshit?

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

I'm done with "coping", also why has coping even taken off as a method of getting help? is it because it's easier to say to people to just be obedient suck it up and stfu? no clue. I'm also done with medication and shitty drugs, I was not born with a problem, sincerely, those prescribed drugs are meant for people who were literally born with a problem, you wouldn't try to stitch up my leg if it didn't need stiches would you? I tell you that my leg feels like it's broken all the time and what is the doctor gonna do , put it back when it's in fine condition? no, he's gonna look for some odd nerve ends that might cause the pain or something along those lines, but he will not go against what he knows. People in this industry , the mental health one, KNOW that not everyone is actually depressed, or actually bipolar, that some might literally mimic 1 to 1 behaviours while not being struck by any disorder or illness, that some might have a life that shit that they eclipse even depressed people.

Now , because of just world fallacy , these people themselves DON'T want to believe it , they will blame it on literally anything but the reality that sometimes, life just isn't fair, that not all people cant get their help; PEOPLE OF PLANET EARTH, we are the same as pigs, millions of pigs are literally being spawn camped the same way you would do A GOD DAMN MINECRAFT FARM, there is literally nothing special against us, if a million pigs are getting ground up to minced meat, how can a human who can't bear to live anymore be a unicorn? how can it be something impossible?

I's impossible only if you yourself are not sure about life and are scared of finding out the truth, of finding out that maybe human life isn't sacred, what's next? do 90% of people become murderers and rapists, savages? do they go insane? probably, which is even more reason to not live here anymore , we are this way because of a stroke of luck, we are not good creatures, never were, what's the point? living in a world where a devil is mimicking an angel doesn't mean that you live in heaven, it just means that hell got redecorated for a bit.

Fuck our shitty society and the life we were born in.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I agree with this all and I'm also tired of the human experience. I have never enjoyed being a human. I consider being a human to be absolutely shitty and full of pain for me. The only reason as to why I'm still alive is because I don't have access to a reliable suicide method and, if I were to ctb, I know that I need to be playing my cards right as I only would get one shot at this otherwise my parents would make me into their prisoners permanently.

Also, yeah, with regards to what you mentioned about depression, I think there's being depressed due to a chemical imbalance and then there's being depressed due to acknowledging the state of this world for what it is. I am depressed because this world is fucking depressing with the amount of sadistic torture and cruelty that happens here every single second. But of course people won't ever acknowledge depression existing that stems from a rational and reasonable reaction to how shitty life is since they would pathologise anything that goes against life so that they can maintain the status quo of life being good. I'm sick of it all and I hope that I can ctb as early as possible so that I can escape the various amount of humans who want to enslave me permanently

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course, personally I'd never wish to exist and more than anything I wish I never suffered in this terrible, torturous existence at all, human existence to me truly does feel like a mistake, it's just pointless, unnecessary suffering there was never a need for at all and I'd never wish to be conscious of any of this. I just want nothingness instead, I've always felt so tired of existing and always will do no matter what, I find it a cruel, futile burden to exist and it's a burden I wish was never imposed, I'd always prefer to painlessly not exist than suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I never would have chose just to die in agony from old age, to me existence truly is an abomination, I'll always see it as deeply undesirable to exist in every way.

 

[pariah80]

This has to be one of the most realistic posts on this site. I commend this and agree with every word of it. You sound like you understand that being suicidal isn't always tied to mental health. In fact, the majority of the time, it isn't. Depression is a spiritual illness. That's what's not mentioned nor taken seriously about it. And in a spiritless society, it's no wonder that they try and medicate it. I'm sure, at this point, that doing so is just to keep those doctors fat and the system going. It's like Fahrenheit 451, keep the people happy and clueless.

Nothing is taken into account about the human condition from a spiritual perspective. From all perspectives, really. I guess because most humans want to think that this all means something. That life is a default good, for lack of a better term. Anyone who really stops and looks at life, questions life, questions the human condition, and looks at their place in all of it is considered to be mentally ill. See, the mental illness narrative towards suicide rings hollow when people want to buy into a social abnormality as opposed to an actual illness. There's nothing abnormal about a child that can't sit still in school. This doesn't speak to a disorder in the child as much as to a fault within the school system. The western education system, and particularly the American education system fails its children more often than not. There are many reasons for this, but the main one is that it doesn't start where the child, itself, is at. Rather it tries to fit all children into a boilerplate system that isn't fit for all children. So, it's stuff like that that one has to be careful of when approaching depression and suicidality from the mental health narrative. Being deviant from a failing, backwards social system isn't always indicative of 'mental health.' Yet, for profits sake, deviation from the social norm will always be diagnosed as such. Thus, providing medication opportunities that do nothing for the patient. Yet, lines the pockets of the doctors and pharmacists. Remember, it's the mental health INDUSTRY. Not PRACTICE.

Society, at large, doesn't want to acknowledge the spiritual aspect of depression, because it would lend credence to not only how flawed their social systems are, but provoke a different conversation that the powers of this system do not want to ever occur. That being the spiritual aspect itself. In a social system that needs the majority to mindlessly go along with it in order to validate the inequities within it as 'life', critical thinking must be nipped in the bud from all angles. To come to understand the fact that depression is more spiritual than mental would not only undermine the interests of the mental health industry but would also start the realistic discussion of the quality and worth of life itself. It would force the human race to question what kind of world they've allowed to be created. It would provoke a type of thinking that I don't believe the human race is ready to engage in. Assisted suicide would really have a leg to stand on, if this conversation were to start.

To sum it up, I agree with you. The human experience is not a good one for some people. I think questioning the human experience scares a lot of people. It would make them question their very meaning and existence. People don't want to do that. They want to remain happy slaves to a very brutal and unjust system.