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Meatballhead

Member
Feb 21, 2024
35
Did you get ckose and fsil? Sometimes i wondered if i disabled myself in the process.
I cant make up my mind on what would really work .Maybe Im not committed enough. Tried to drink to death . Im always in this oddly specific state . Im hideous. But still like i cant really get it together or just die. Its disgusting. Not having a gun ir dangerous job doesnt help either.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,665
Yeah, I did. Booze and pills. Horrible hangover but no lasting effects. I have NEVER been as disappointed as I was when I came to and realized I was still here.
 
herecomesthepain

herecomesthepain

Member
Apr 11, 2025
14
Tried to hang myself over 20 times in Feb 2024, didn't succeed obviously. Planning on doing something again in April 2026. I don't think I'll be succcessful with hanging, looking into helium tanks, but can only get the store-bought ones (which say 100% helium....)
 

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