Anyone Struggling with what comes after?

[Golden-Ivory]

Just a question i want to ask as its bothering me alot

Sorry <3

 

[Lady black]

I´m more curious and hope there´s nothing or a place where I find my love and will neve rbe alone again

 

[Woodnote]

I'm terrified of what might come after.

 

[beyond_aquila_rift]

I go back and forth but I think maybe that's BPD...idk. Sometimes I'm terrified and other times I don't give a fuck. It's difficult to explain

 

[Golden-Ivory]

I go back and forth but I think maybe that's BPD...idk. Sometimes I'm terrified and other times I don't give a fuck. It's difficult to explain

I feel a bit similar i been hoping for reincarnation but im terrified

 

[beyond_aquila_rift]

Me too..I believe in reincarnation...

I feel a bit similar i been hoping for reincarnation but im terrified

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

I'm worried about it. I hope it is nothingness but I'm worried that it won't be

 

[LMLN]

I do worry, but it is what it is. I try to focus on my faith. But at the same time, I am so so weary, whatever happens I will just have to face. Whether it's something or nothing.

 

[Werewolf]

I think about it sure but I can't say I'm afraid but it is indeed a source of anxiety. The thought I've been most comfortable with is it just goes blank, as in before you were born. Eternal serene nothingness.

What is it that bothers you? The fact that it can't be known, or some specific scenario? I.e "hell" or similar

 

[itsamadworld]

I worry, then I don't. I used to fear eternal damnation, now I don't as much..... I just hope to be free, even in my suicide. Sometimes I feel suicide is my destiny!! To show a piece of the world, that we should not be afraid to die!!. And I smile! Hope is dope! Right! Right now, I smoke dope. But one day, I hope to smoke hope. :)

 

[Golden-Ivory]

I think about it sure but I can't say I'm afraid but it is indeed a source of anxiety. The thought I've been most comfortable with is it just goes blank, as in before you were born. Eternal serene nothingness.

What is it that bothers you? The fact that it can't be known, or some specific scenario? I.e "hell" or similar

Im hoping that its kinda the opposite that ill be given the chance to start again as my depression comes alot from upbringing where my father would beat me into near comas and its left me scared. I guess just hoping to start again

 

[LMLN]

I think about it sure but I can't say I'm afraid but it is indeed a source of anxiety. The thought I've been most comfortable with is it just goes blank, as in before you were born. Eternal serene nothingness.

What is it that bothers you? The fact that it can't be known, or some specific scenario? I.e "hell" or similar

I worry most that I will have to come back lol! I am NOT coming back to this place.

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

I think the unknown is a problem for me. We can hope and try to imagine what death might be but those imaginings are from the perspective of life still. I will never know what it's like to walk on the moon but I can hear about it from those who have and that informs my imagination. Death is unknowable, it is life's negation and so we imagine it as what life is not but we cannot base this on anything.

 

[_Minsk]

Im hoping that its kinda the opposite that ill be given the chance to start again as my depression comes alot from upbringing where my father would beat me into near comas and its left me scared. I guess just hoping to start again

if reincarnation was a real thing, i don't believe you will be born in better circumstances, the world is huge, many births in poor countries..
i wouldn't want to get reborn, you could be born in a narcissist household or get raped as child, become a slave or even worse, if this life already sucks, why would the next one be better? as far as i know, reincarnation is a spiritual concept, i've heard many people talking about life as if it's a plane to learn and grow spiritually, if this would be true i guess you would have to learn exactly the same *hit as you did before you ctb-ed

edit:

Reincarnation is the religious or philosophical belief that the soul or spirit, after biological death, begins a new life in a new body that may be human, animal or spiritual depending on the moral quality of the previous life's actions.

 

[1DayItWillBover]

i struggle with the whole being permanent thing.

 

[pete_x]

To the extent that I hope there's a way to kill god.

 

[RayoSinSol]

Hopefully I can get high and sedated enough to just not care.

Ordering a sedative now. Another week of waiting.

To the extent that I hope there's a way to kill god.

We're in this together, bro.

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

i wouldn't want to get reborn, you could be born at a narcissist household or get raped as child, become a slave and so on, if this life already sucks, why should the next one be better?

If you were already born into one of those situations maybe it would be your turn to be born into a better life? Some people do live full and happy lives.

i struggle with the whole being permanent thing.

That is quite daunting but if it is the nothingness that I want then I'll have no concept of the permanency of it

 

[Werewolf]

Im hoping that its kinda the opposite that ill be given the chance to start again as my depression comes alot from upbringing where my father would beat me into near comas and its left me scared. I guess just hoping to start again

It's a noble thought and I feel for you, nobody should be abused as a child. I've been lucky in that regard.
Even so if you were to start again, either it would be in some different place or if here, you wouldn't have any memory of existing before so distinguishing between your current life and future would be impossible.

 

[Golden-Ivory]

..so then you might just have bad karma if your life suck now, if you have bad karma now, why should it vanish just because you ctb, your next life will continue with the same obstacles as you left this planet

If thats case i dont know what i did before that had me getting beaten as bad as i was.

Is their a way to improve karma?

 

[Werewolf]

If thats case i dont know what i did before that had me getting beaten as bad as i was.

Is their a way to improve karma?

Well I'm no expert but it really boils down to leading a morally good life.
Help other people
Put the need of others before your own
Be kind, respectful, charitable
Stuff like that.

I don't think you should take this too seriously but having a good moral compass through life certainly isn't a bad thing.

 

[AlreadyGone]

No because you will need to deal with what comes after sooner or later.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

I'm afraid it will be worse. But I rather figure out than live in regret.

 

[bipolarg0ner]

Kinda a bummer to believe that there's nothing waiting for me and this life is a hit or miss for people but I still try to believe in Heaven