Anyone still browse this forum who's not actively suicidal anymore?

[feelsbadman]

I kind of chilled out. Used to be super suicidal a couple/few years ago for a 1-2 year stretch then it suddenly stopped and I don't know why. I still have thoughts from time to time. But sometimes I just browse this forum to see what's up. Before this forum I browsed the SS subreddit before it was closed. It would still be sweet if I died though.

 

[Zer0]

Same here, my suicidal thoughts are 99% gone but i love the discussion people bring up in the forum

 

[andy69]

What changed? Anything improved in your life?

 

[Maravillosa]

I am no longer actively suicidal (at least for now: I would say that I have chronic passive suicidal ideation), but I still like to visit SS.

 

[OthelloToOblivion]

I visit in sometimes. I guess it reminds me I did "better", got away from it. I like reading them still though..

 

[Lotus1818]

I'm not sure if i'm suicidal. Either way I wouldn't mind being alive or dead. I lurked for a long time but i finally decided to register an account. So this is my actual first day here. For me it gives me a sense of comfort if I know exactly how I want to CTB. In case something bad happens in my life.

 

[Rachel74]

Same here x

 

[Lotus1818]

Same here x

Do you also feel pretty empty with the idea of being alive or dead?
At the moment nothing is really wrong with my life but if i had a button i could push to instantly die i wouldn't really mind pushing it.

 

[Rachel74]

Do you also feel pretty empty with the idea of being alive or dead?
At the moment nothing is really wrong with my life but if i had a button i could push to instantly die i wouldn't really mind pushing it.

I think I do as I'm in a really funny place right now, sort of in limbo but no desire to die. I still feel bloody awful though but yes empty.
I have zero emotions at the moment.

 

[Hadenuf]

I am suicidal and want a way out quick and easy

 

[feelsbadman]

I am suicidal and want a way out quick and easy

Welcome to the club dawg lool

What changed? Anything improved in your life?

I think I"m just distracted by focusing on my career. I'm sure it'll pass and I'll be dead in 5-10 years. But then again, that's what I said when I was like 14 lmao (minus the career part lmao, idk fuck i was on)

Same here x

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I'd say I'm passively suicidal. Like if I saw an opportunity to jump off a bridge theres a 10% i'd do it. but not acitvely, like wouldn't search out the opportunity. y'all feel?