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updatedmind
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- Jul 12, 2023
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it's terrible to admit but i'm so far gone i hear stories about other people ctb and i just slightly envy them, i wonder if fate would be so kind to me the next time i feel like it
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Oh my god, same. I actually saw someone die in a car accident not too long ago and was thinking "I wish that was me"I feel the same. I've even started to feel envious of people who die in accidents.
this is true, there's a lot that goes into this that i would overlook with the overwhelming desire to just passWell, I wouldn't say I envy them. I wonder whether they suffered and what is the feeling of dying, was it quick or not, where are they know, do they regret? Maybe they changed their mind but couldn't do anything to stop the process? Were they scared?
If someone wants to do this, it's their choice and I'm okay with that. But usually what leads people to suicide is unberable sadness...
hoping the universe can send some better things your way, i really feel for youI don't envy anyone who has ended their life they must have been going through hell to get to that point. However right now, I wish I was dead - I don't want to be here anymore and I really cannot take it - and yes I know that as a mother, ending my life is not a humane solution as it will impact my children.
Slight Envy - how about a full-throated damn, why wasn't it me, moment.it's terrible to admit but i'm so far gone i hear stories about other people ctb and i just slightly envy them, i wonder if fate would be so kind to me the next time i feel like it
This one makes me sad. I'm in the same boat as a father. Waking up and looking at it all but not understanding the point to any of it. Wandering around, paying the bills, watching tv. What's it all about. And no amount of money could improve how I feel. No amount of love seeps through into me. I'd be angry if I wasn't so emptied.I don't envy anyone who has ended their life they must have been going through hell to get to that point. However right now, I wish I was dead - I don't want to be here anymore and I really cannot take it - and yes I know that as a mother, ending my life is not a humane solution as it will impact my children.
Same hereI feel the same. I've even started to feel envious of people who die in accidents.