Anyone offer some advice?

[thetwilightzone]

I have no job whatsoever, don't receive social assistance (welfare) in my country because my parents won't consent to sign the form (though since I've never worked I don't know even if I qualify). They refuse to give me money. I've been staying at home for 6 months doing nothing and it's driving me mad. Don't have any friends or extended family (they live abroad) to talk to.

I sold all my posessions and have no phone, computer, ipod etc... I have to go to the library to make posts on here.

The worst part about this all is that I don't even have any money to kill myself. I can't buy anything to overdose on. Before when I sold my things, I bought some antifreeze (which 1L of didn't work though it might have cause kidney stones to form since I feel a dull pain that goes away after a few minutes in my lower right side). I can't buy any medical or buy anything.

My mother also refuses to buy things like sugar, honey, because she says I eat them too much which means that I organize to go for therapy just to get the sugar and milk they have (i like that lol). I don't have money to buy those either.

Things are really looking desperate and I don't know what I'll do. I can't keep going like this. Something bad might happen.

Any advice?

 

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[Pk95]

Try to take up a job if you can. There is a first time for everything. Anyways You have to take up a job now or later if you choose to live. I am telling you this, but I myself am not in a job. I am in different situation,. I chose not to live. I worked in a company for 1 month,. I left and moved to hometown. I think I would have surely taken up a job if I choose to live. Coming to you,.. give it a try.. you don't know what you are capable of until you take a step ahead. No job is small.. it's that you are working hard and earning your own food.. so, it's respectable. if you do so,.. you are better than most people even people like me.. I am comfortably looting my parents, grandparents like a parasite .. till the day I die. I hate it. I am planning it fast. Stand on your feet,. Depend on your hardwork, see if you find happiness. Apologies if you can't get my language. Hope you understand.

 

[Rollo]

Well in this life you either get a job, steal or sell drugs. I don't think you have any drugs to sell, so it's either stealing or getting job. Or suicide. Or remaining where you are since it seems your parents are giving you enough to survive.

 

[LoverofDeath]

I can't believe this, what kind of life is this? You can either put a fake signature on the form to receive the welfare or like Rollo said, a job, stealing or suicide.

 

[Rollo]

I can't believe this, what kind of life is this? You can either put a fake signature on the form to receive the welfare or like Rollo said, a job, stealing or suicide.

See OP, ideas keep popping. Actually you can also beg on a corner or head for the woods and provide for yourself by hunting and gathering like our ancestors did. But food needs to come from somewhere.