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thetwilightzone
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- Jul 14, 2018
- 307
I have no job whatsoever, don't receive social assistance (welfare) in my country because my parents won't consent to sign the form (though since I've never worked I don't know even if I qualify). They refuse to give me money. I've been staying at home for 6 months doing nothing and it's driving me mad. Don't have any friends or extended family (they live abroad) to talk to.
I sold all my posessions and have no phone, computer, ipod etc... I have to go to the library to make posts on here.
The worst part about this all is that I don't even have any money to kill myself. I can't buy anything to overdose on. Before when I sold my things, I bought some antifreeze (which 1L of didn't work though it might have cause kidney stones to form since I feel a dull pain that goes away after a few minutes in my lower right side). I can't buy any medical or buy anything.
My mother also refuses to buy things like sugar, honey, because she says I eat them too much which means that I organize to go for therapy just to get the sugar and milk they have (i like that lol). I don't have money to buy those either.
Things are really looking desperate and I don't know what I'll do. I can't keep going like this. Something bad might happen.
Any advice?
I sold all my posessions and have no phone, computer, ipod etc... I have to go to the library to make posts on here.
The worst part about this all is that I don't even have any money to kill myself. I can't buy anything to overdose on. Before when I sold my things, I bought some antifreeze (which 1L of didn't work though it might have cause kidney stones to form since I feel a dull pain that goes away after a few minutes in my lower right side). I can't buy any medical or buy anything.
My mother also refuses to buy things like sugar, honey, because she says I eat them too much which means that I organize to go for therapy just to get the sugar and milk they have (i like that lol). I don't have money to buy those either.
Things are really looking desperate and I don't know what I'll do. I can't keep going like this. Something bad might happen.
Any advice?