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livelaughlove
Member
- Nov 15, 2022
- 19
honestly, the only thing stopping me from ctb is the idea of going to hell. but what if i just racked up all those good deeds and then ctb. like i'll dedicate my last year or so trying to be the best muslim/person i can be and then ctb. I know I'd probs still go to hell but it'll hopefully ease my mind that I might get a less torturous punishment.