Anyone here suicidal because OCD and depression have damaged them so much over the years?

[Final_frontier]

I have OCD since i was 12. It has infiltrated and controlled every aspect of my life. Now im 25 and severely depressed. I cant study, not even a single subject and exams and stuff makes me incredibly anxious and depressed. I feel like death is the only way out.

 

[Darkhaven]

Feel free to ignore my question but in what aspect has OCD affected you?
I think i have OCD but i would like to hear from someone who has it what it does exactly.