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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
I was born to a certain religious and ethnic group.
But I don't believe in that religion , in fact I fucking hate that and all other religions, I am an atheist.
And I was born in a lame country.
These are two of the reasons I want to ctb.

I wish I was born in the USA.
In some beautiful and peaceful small town with nice scenery.
One fucking life to live, the only things i'll ever experience, and I was born in this depressing shithole.
Makes me want to ctb so bad.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Earth itself.
 
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AlePizarnik

AlePizarnik

Member
Nov 8, 2018
95
I hate being sentient life and human
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
No. I don't think so.

The only thing I hate really is myself. That's why I'm finishing myself :)
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
I really would of wanted to live in Russia or Poland. I hate where I am currently in the USA.
 
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AlePizarnik

AlePizarnik

Member
Nov 8, 2018
95
I really would of wanted to live in Russia or Poland. I hate where I am currently in the USA.
Odd choice. Those are practically third world countries especially Russia
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I hate my country. I wish I'd been been born in one of the Scandinavian countries. I strongly suspect that I'd still want to ctb, since I'm not fit to live. But anything that can make life even marginally better is welcome.
 
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Throwaway563078

Experienced
Oct 6, 2018
272
Yeah middle eastern graveyard. But tbh I feel no matter where I'd be if still not be happy but it'd make things better
 
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Letting Go

Member
Oct 30, 2018
99
Yes. I have never felt any sense of belonging. Not in my community, not in my country, not even in my own family. I have spent my entire life socially and sexually impoverished. Additionally, everyone around me looked the other way -- or joined in -- as I was being verbally and physically abused during my crucial formative years. No one offered support except for my father. Even my own mother abandoned me during my biggest time of need. As one might expect, these experiences have filled with me with feelings of alienation, resentment, and vengefulness. To quote an old African proverb, "The child who is not embraced by the village will burn it down to feel its warmth!"
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
I really would of wanted to live in Russia or Poland. I hate where I am currently in the USA.

You would live in Russia? That's a sad country with no freedom, fun or future. I'm not from Russia myself but I know it's a really bad place to live.
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
I hate my country. I wish I'd been been born in one of the Scandinavian countries. I strongly suspect that I'd still want to ctb, since I'm not fit to live. But anything that can make life even marginally better is welcome.

I'm from a Scandinavian country and I still want to die, my friend. But I suppose living here can be marginally better, but it depends on which country you compare with. I am extremely happy I don't live in Russia, Africa or in a muslim country. Then my life would really suck.

You're from Central Europe? That's not a bad place I think. And the alcohol is cheap there<3
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
I was born to a certain religious and ethnic group.
But I don't believe in that religion , in fact I fucking hate that and all other religions, I am an atheist.
And I was born in a lame country.
These are two of the reasons I want to ctb.

I wish I was born in the USA.
In some beautiful and peaceful small town with nice scenery.
One fucking life to live, the only things i'll ever experience, and I was born in this depressing shithole.
Makes me want to ctb so bad.
Trust me you do not want to be in the US.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Everyone from other countries think the USA is the place to be.

Trust me, it's not. This country is so shitty, the government is corrupt, I wish I was in a different country. This is why I love being in the woods. It's quiet, I have solitude, and I don't have to put up with fucking people.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Everyone from other countries think the USA is the place to be.

Trust me, it's not. This country is so shitty, the government is corrupt, I wish I was in a different country. This is why I love being in the woods. It's quiet, I have solitude, and I don't have to put up with fucking people.
Yea the only thing great about the US is the great outdoors but considering everywhere is becoming too urbanized and expensive the vast open spaces is becoming cramped.
 
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Armadillo

Experienced
Oct 24, 2018
224
It could've been worse.

At least I live in a relatively free country, luckily I wasn't born in some non-secular muslim shithole or some underdeveloped part of the world.

Of course it could also have been better...
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I'm from a Scandinavian country and I still want to die, my friend. But I suppose living here can be marginally better, but it depends on which country you compare with. I am extremely happy I don't live in Russia, Africa or in a muslim country. Then my life would really suck.

You're from Central Europe? That's not a bad place I think. And the alcohol is cheap there<3

I'm from Brazil. This place is a hellhole. And that's because I'm in the top 1% of the income distribution. It still sucks.

But I'm aware that even if had been born in, e.g., Sweden, I'd probably (p>95%) still want to die. I'm not fit for living.
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
I'm from Brazil. This place is a hellhole. And that's because I'm in the top 1% of the income distribution. It still sucks.

But I'm aware that even if had been born in, e.g., Sweden, I'd probably (p>95%) still want to die. I'm not fit for living.
What job do you have that you make so much money?
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
What job do you have that you make so much money?

Tax auditor. Real money can be made with tax planning - a good percentage of the money saved by the company.
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I was a native of Hungary but we moved to US when I was 10. I wish my mother would not have left but not because the US wasn't a great country. By the time I got here socialism had taken root with all the government programs, welfare state. Hungary is keeping the economic migrants at bay and trying to retain European heritage and culture so that's why. At one time the US was a more free country but it gradually got destroyed as the government took over more and more aspects of life. Now it's being turned into a third world and major class divisions. More extreme income inequality.
 
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VanHeineken

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
270
I'm from Brazil. This place is a hellhole. And that's because I'm in the top 1% of the income distribution. It still sucks.

But I'm aware that even if had been born in, e.g., Sweden, I'd probably (p>95%) still want to die. I'm not fit for living.

The whole world is a bad place I'm afraid. And things won't improve in our lifetime.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
I wish I had been born in Canada or Denmark.
 
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Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
There is no where on this globe I'd want to be. Life would still be shit if born under the same circumstances in a different location.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,813
I just wished I wasn't born at all, but I suppose if I was born in the Netherlands or Belgium, then at least I will have the option of euthanasia. Given my condition of Aspergers, the chance is still low, but if things get worse, at least I know I'll have a way out and won't have to live until I'm dead.
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
574
It's my family that doomed me, not geographical location. Although I could have been born in lots worse places.
 
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Virgo

Arcanist
Oct 3, 2018
497
Yes, I fucking hate you humans.
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Yes, I totally hate my country, local society and the government. It is a religious swamp nowadays. I am sick of every hypocrite person and family I meet. I can't feel myself safe here, because our law enforcement protects only the elite and politicians. But not us, simple middle-class society. Yet, I must say, most of the old people from soviet era days are good persons, they don't lie and prefer to help each other. Yes, this means I'm more into talking with 50-60 years old persons. I have nothing in common with young guys...(with most if them)
 
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