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headed home

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Feb 23, 2024
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Used to be on this site last year until I decided I wanted to get better but it appears I'm back just wondering who else is from here
 
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Lost21

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Sep 24, 2018
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Yes. I live in Ontario. I am open for partnering to ctb
 
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notforl0ng

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Feb 19, 2024
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Also Ontario. I'm down to talk but I'm gonna choose to die alone
 
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notforl0ng

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I'm from there too. what's your method of choice?

Yeah I feel like going alone too as well
Somebody here told me about the Overlea bridge in Toronto. I ordered SN but I have my doubts about the source being legit/it actually going through customs, so if it's not here by this time next month I'm gonna get drunk as hell and throw myself off. Not my preferred method because of possibly endangering/scarring other people for life but I'm running out of options. How bout you?
 
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Lost21

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I have not decided my method to ctb
 
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Idon'tknowwhattodo

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Dec 3, 2022
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Greetings from Toronto!
 
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headed home

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Somebody here told me about the Overlea bridge in Toronto. I ordered SN but I have my doubts about the source being legit/it actually going through customs, so if it's not here by this time next month I'm gonna get drunk as hell and throw myself off. Not my preferred method because of possibly endangering/scarring other people for life but I'm running out of options. How bout you?
probably SN because it's more bearable than the bridge method as my SI wont let that happen. Did you order from mds because I don't know anyone who received there order from them in the country yet
I have not decided my method to ctb
yeah its tough to decide especially since there's so much ways to mess it up or get it wrong
Greetings from Toronto!
I was born there but moved never really liked it theres too much people
 
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Idon'tknowwhattodo

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I actually created a post about an inactive SN source a few hours ago. It has become very popular method indeed. There used to be a well know chemical supplier called WestLab in Canada that sold sodium nitrite to individuals (residential addresses) not long ago (the supplier has now banned it so I'm not really revealing a source). I kept overthinking things like storage, etc. and delayed the delivery and lost my chance of acquiring it, I feel awful. Knowing what's happening with SN in Canada you really think I would have been able to acquire it without problems? The item was literally listed as Dangerous Goods. Would there have been a welfare check or something? Idk
 
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headed home

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Feb 23, 2024
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I'm not sure I guess everything over here changed after the KL case since it was in Canada. Regardless I don't think it's too late to still get SN over here anyways.
 
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Idon'tknowwhattodo

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I'm not sure I guess everything over here changed after the KL case since it was in Canada. Regardless I don't think it's too late to still get SN over here anyways.
Perhaps I'm not very good at looking for it lol. I haven't come across a single reputable local source that sells it to individuals with residential addresses. Sourcing from another country might be too risky due to welfare checks, customs troubles, etc.
 
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headed home

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Perhaps I'm not very good at looking for it lol. I haven't come across a single reputable local source that sells it to individuals with residential addresses. Sourcing from another country might be too risky due to welfare checks, customs troubles, etc.
yeah I currently am on the hunt for it as well and since I just made an account due to old one being disabled I can't pm anyone or no one trusts me enough to send me one. I'm just gonna have to stick around until that day comes where I can finally order it for myself and ctb
Somebody here told me about the Overlea bridge in Toronto. I ordered SN but I have my doubts about the source being legit/it actually going through customs, so if it's not here by this time next month I'm gonna get drunk as hell and throw myself off. Not my preferred method because of possibly endangering/scarring other people for life but I'm running out of options. How bout you?
Hey if you don't mind what source did u buy it from I cant find it and want to get some
 
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notforl0ng

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probably SN because it's more bearable than the bridge method as my SI wont let that happen. Did you order from mds because I don't know anyone who received there order from them in the country yet

yeah its tough to decide especially since there's so much ways to mess it up or get it wrong

I was born there but moved never really liked it theres too much people
I ordered from MDS yeah. I'm trying to get my tracking number as we speak since apparently people get it on the first day and I've been waiting three. Gonna chargeback and figure out another way if he doesn't respond tomorrow with something.

I have heard of a couple Canadians receiving it from MDS though, so we'll see. I'm willing to be the guinea pig for this one lol. I'll document the SN journey + tell people where to look for the sodium nitrite death that inevitably pops up in the news once I decide to CTB. SI only prevented me from jumping off a parking garage I knew might not be high enough. Overlea is 46 meters which is more than high enough to CTB as long as I drink enough + pop the rest of my clonazepam lol. We'll see though, it's easy to talk about and very hard to do.
 
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headed home

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I ordered from MDS yeah. I'm trying to get my tracking number as we speak since apparently people get it on the first day and I've been waiting three. Gonna chargeback and figure out another way if he doesn't respond tomorrow with something.

I have heard of a couple Canadians receiving it from MDS though, so we'll see. I'm willing to be the guinea pig for this one lol. I'll document the SN journey + tell people where to look for the sodium nitrite death that inevitably pops up in the news once I decide to CTB. SI only prevented me from jumping off a parking garage I knew might not be high enough. Overlea is 46 meters which is more than high enough to CTB as long as I drink enough + pop the rest of my clonazepam lol. We'll see though, it's easy to talk about and very hard to do.
I wish I can find MDS lol. I've been searching everywhere with all the key words and not finding it. I just keep running in to random medical articles and websites that don't provide anyway possible source. I planned to ctb before my birthday in mid March so I don't have to have the usual check ups from family and I'm running out of time. If by any chance you can PM me I'd appreciate it very much as MDS is still a mystery to me although I've heard so much about it
 
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wanttodie

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Apr 19, 2018
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me to I live in Ontario. I am open for partnering to ctb
 
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hellotherepeeps

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I ordered from MDS yeah. I'm trying to get my tracking number as we speak since apparently people get it on the first day and I've been waiting three. Gonna chargeback and figure out another way if he doesn't respond tomorrow with something.

I have heard of a couple Canadians receiving it from MDS though, so we'll see. I'm willing to be the guinea pig for this one lol. I'll document the SN journey + tell people where to look for the sodium nitrite death that inevitably pops up in the news once I decide to CTB. SI only prevented me from jumping off a parking garage I knew might not be high enough. Overlea is 46 meters which is more than high enough to CTB as long as I drink enough + pop the rest of my clonazepam lol. We'll see though, it's easy to talk about and very hard to do.
Can give me info on MDS so I can order as well?
 
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illandlonely

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Sep 6, 2024
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Hey y'all any sources on sn is welcomed
 

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