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- Feb 23, 2024
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Used to be on this site last year until I decided I wanted to get better but it appears I'm back just wondering who else is from here
I'm from there too. what's your method of choice?Yes. I live in Ontario. I am open for partnering to ctb
Yeah I feel like going alone too as wellAlso Ontario. I'm down to talk but I'm gonna choose to die alone
Somebody here told me about the Overlea bridge in Toronto. I ordered SN but I have my doubts about the source being legit/it actually going through customs, so if it's not here by this time next month I'm gonna get drunk as hell and throw myself off. Not my preferred method because of possibly endangering/scarring other people for life but I'm running out of options. How bout you?I'm from there too. what's your method of choice?
Yeah I feel like going alone too as well
probably SN because it's more bearable than the bridge method as my SI wont let that happen. Did you order from mds because I don't know anyone who received there order from them in the country yetSomebody here told me about the Overlea bridge in Toronto. I ordered SN but I have my doubts about the source being legit/it actually going through customs, so if it's not here by this time next month I'm gonna get drunk as hell and throw myself off. Not my preferred method because of possibly endangering/scarring other people for life but I'm running out of options. How bout you?
yeah its tough to decide especially since there's so much ways to mess it up or get it wrongI have not decided my method to ctb
I was born there but moved never really liked it theres too much peopleGreetings from Toronto!
Perhaps I'm not very good at looking for it lol. I haven't come across a single reputable local source that sells it to individuals with residential addresses. Sourcing from another country might be too risky due to welfare checks, customs troubles, etc.I'm not sure I guess everything over here changed after the KL case since it was in Canada. Regardless I don't think it's too late to still get SN over here anyways.
yeah I currently am on the hunt for it as well and since I just made an account due to old one being disabled I can't pm anyone or no one trusts me enough to send me one. I'm just gonna have to stick around until that day comes where I can finally order it for myself and ctbPerhaps I'm not very good at looking for it lol. I haven't come across a single reputable local source that sells it to individuals with residential addresses. Sourcing from another country might be too risky due to welfare checks, customs troubles, etc.
Hey if you don't mind what source did u buy it from I cant find it and want to get someSomebody here told me about the Overlea bridge in Toronto. I ordered SN but I have my doubts about the source being legit/it actually going through customs, so if it's not here by this time next month I'm gonna get drunk as hell and throw myself off. Not my preferred method because of possibly endangering/scarring other people for life but I'm running out of options. How bout you?
I ordered from MDS yeah. I'm trying to get my tracking number as we speak since apparently people get it on the first day and I've been waiting three. Gonna chargeback and figure out another way if he doesn't respond tomorrow with something.probably SN because it's more bearable than the bridge method as my SI wont let that happen. Did you order from mds because I don't know anyone who received there order from them in the country yet
yeah its tough to decide especially since there's so much ways to mess it up or get it wrong
I was born there but moved never really liked it theres too much people
I wish I can find MDS lol. I've been searching everywhere with all the key words and not finding it. I just keep running in to random medical articles and websites that don't provide anyway possible source. I planned to ctb before my birthday in mid March so I don't have to have the usual check ups from family and I'm running out of time. If by any chance you can PM me I'd appreciate it very much as MDS is still a mystery to me although I've heard so much about itI ordered from MDS yeah. I'm trying to get my tracking number as we speak since apparently people get it on the first day and I've been waiting three. Gonna chargeback and figure out another way if he doesn't respond tomorrow with something.
I have heard of a couple Canadians receiving it from MDS though, so we'll see. I'm willing to be the guinea pig for this one lol. I'll document the SN journey + tell people where to look for the sodium nitrite death that inevitably pops up in the news once I decide to CTB. SI only prevented me from jumping off a parking garage I knew might not be high enough. Overlea is 46 meters which is more than high enough to CTB as long as I drink enough + pop the rest of my clonazepam lol. We'll see though, it's easy to talk about and very hard to do.
using which method?me to I live in Ontario. I am open for partnering to ctb
I'm thinking of hang what which method? for youusing which method?
Can give me info on MDS so I can order as well?I ordered from MDS yeah. I'm trying to get my tracking number as we speak since apparently people get it on the first day and I've been waiting three. Gonna chargeback and figure out another way if he doesn't respond tomorrow with something.
I have heard of a couple Canadians receiving it from MDS though, so we'll see. I'm willing to be the guinea pig for this one lol. I'll document the SN journey + tell people where to look for the sodium nitrite death that inevitably pops up in the news once I decide to CTB. SI only prevented me from jumping off a parking garage I knew might not be high enough. Overlea is 46 meters which is more than high enough to CTB as long as I drink enough + pop the rest of my clonazepam lol. We'll see though, it's easy to talk about and very hard to do.