TheAntidote87
I'm gonna try to nullify my life
- Jul 26, 2020
- 48
A few months ago I was a perfectly healthy young adult- weight lifting, sports, hiking, enjoying life every single day. I had a horrible time as a teen and in my early 20s. I worked super hard to turn my life around and over the past 3 years I got in great shape, started dating, got rid of anxiety and depression, graduated college, and was accepted into a top law school on a full scholarship. Everything was finally turning around. I genuinely woke up early everyday because I loved being alive. Well, three months ago a doctor made a mistake during a medical procedure and ruined my life. I had to stop doing any physical activity, leave law school, the girl I was talking to stopped talking to me, all my hobbies are gone, friends and family getting back to their lives, and I am left stuck on that fateful day. The worst thing about this whole thing is the pain and dysfunction are permanent and probably progressive. I have nothing anymore. I am in chronic pain and have weird symptoms all the time. I see no reason whatsoever to keep going as all my dreams and goals are suddenly unobtainable. It's a sick joke. I am wondering if anyone else is here due to disability or pain/illness?