SuicideBoys93

SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
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I'm not really sure how to explain it but for instance when I drive my car I don't wear my seatbelt on purpose just in case someone hits me the possibility of being sent through the windshield increases. I will add I don't drive recklessly with hopes of causing an accident. I just do it in case I'm hit.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
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My entire life is an odd tendency.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
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That would be considered "reckless" behavior by mental health professionals. If I wasn't so afraid of getting a ticket, I'd do it too lol.

Uh. I seem to compulsively write when I'm nervous. I don't think it's that odd, but it looks weird as hell from an outside perspective. I write a lot at work and wrote a lot in college.
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
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The more desperately lonely I get the more aggressively I isolate myself and push people away. That's pretty odd I think.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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The more desperately lonely I get the more aggressively I isolate myself and push people away. That's pretty odd I think.
I do this too, at least with people irl.
 
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The Abyss

The Abyss

Why're we still here, just to suffer?
Dec 19, 2019
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I'm not really sure how to explain it but for instance when I drive my car I don't wear my seatbelt on purpose just in case someone hits me the possibility of being sent through the windshield increases. I will add I don't drive recklessly with hopes of causing an accident. I just do it in case I'm hit.
Get in the car Morty! Get in the fucking caaaa*burrppp*agghhhrrrrr.

Aspergers, merely existing & lacking certain life milestones is enough to be considered odd by many.
 
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nitroautnz

nitroautnz

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Sep 11, 2020
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Get in the car Morty! Get in the fucking caaaa*burrppp*agghhhrrrrr.

Aspergers, merely existing & lacking certain life milestones is enough to be considered odd by many.
Yep I agree, I manage to hide to other people but I have odd thing. For example I refuse to touch jewelry, just talking about it make me uneasy already ...
 
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Nymph

Nymph

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Jul 15, 2020
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I compulsively check my items in my bag every few minutes because I'm paranoid that someone stole something or that it fell out or that I suddenly have a hole on the bottom of my bag and my stuff fell out.
 
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The Abyss

The Abyss

Why're we still here, just to suffer?
Dec 19, 2019
259
Yep I agree, I manage to hide to other people but I have odd thing. For example I refuse to touch jewelry, just talking about it make me uneasy already ...
Yet fearing clowns is seen as rational, why? Numbers game. It's a shame we have to camouflage our condition huh, when do we get our #blm, gay rights or #metoo change for the better?
 
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dec132013

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Aug 6, 2020
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I have no idea why my head started doing it, but even tho im not superstitious after I heard about knocking on wood to not jinx something I HAVE to do it.

Its been around 4 years since it started, whenever I'd think something (e.g how I've never smashed my phone before) I have to knock on wood, if theres no wood around or im around others I lightly knock my thigh. I've been doing this several times a day for years (hell just typing this out I've already had to knock over 10 times)

Usually the second I think of one thought I really don't want it to happen, after I knock on wood to "un jinx" it I start thinking of a million more things I don't want to jinx, I can't stop myself. I feel if I were able to make a compilation it'd easily be over an hour long within a week
 
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lasttether

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Oct 6, 2020
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The more desperately lonely I get the more aggressively I isolate myself and push people away. That's pretty odd I think.
Me too! It's cause the lonelier I feel the more unlikeable I feel and this makes me feel really uncomfortable and self conscious around people
 
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