I had a spiritual awakening in Jan-March, I trusted someone deeply against my better judgment but I was losing stability and needed help, it was my dad's fiancée now wife, long story short she made me believe I was sick and manipulated me into getting treatment… I went to the hospital and they injected me with antipsychotics, I was overdosed and never needed it in the first place, now I have extreme brain damage possibly dementia, I get headaches all day can't finish my degree or work, read or watch TV, don't have a personality or interests, "self" part of brain is gone, can't hold a conversation, not functioning at all and she laughs at me, I think she was threatened by me and set out to destroy me, I feel so stupid for letting this happen but I was vulnerable and weak. I feel like I was in a delicate state processing trauma and growing / leveling up and I got slammed, should have kept my gifts hidden and kept my head down and I would have been safe