issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
I've been practicing with partial suspension and I'm the happiest I've been knowing i'll be leaving soon. It makes me feel crazy tbh lmaoo
 
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Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
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Not my method my friend but I know others want to go that way, maybe advise on how you did it?
 
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issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
Not my method my friend but I know others want to go that way, maybe advise on how you did it?
I'm still working on it but I'm going to be using my power rack as that can hold 500lbs and I'm still looking for my carotid arteries. Ik I've touched them before as I've felt lightheaded but I was also pushing on other areas that made the pressure unbearable.
Not my method my friend but I know others want to go that way, maybe advise on how you did it?
Right when I replied to you I pushed on my neck and found out where my carotids are exactly as my hand went numb and I almost collapsed. Fat W for me.
 
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WhiteDespair

WhiteDespair

The Temporary Problem is Life
Oct 24, 2019
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Yes. Whether it's having control or knowing that there is an end or something else that I cannot determine I don't know. I felt elated and giddy. Now I'm kinda tired and sad. Sometimes happy and sad simultaneously.
 
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issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
Yes. Whether it's having control or knowing that there is an end or something else that I cannot determine I don't know. I felt elated and giddy. Now I'm kinda tired and sad. Sometimes happy and sad simultaneously.
I feel that I was pretty sad last night but after practicing a bit more and being a little more confident I feel kinda happy
 

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