Anyone feel like life feels like a life term prison sentence?

[aGoodDayToDie]

I feel like I've been condemned to a lifetime of feeling trapped. A lifetime of suffering. A lifetime of no pleasures.

By making euthanasia illegal, I'm forced to live like this for many decades. Its fucking cruel. I fucking hate the government, the politicians. They don't fucking know the meaning of suffering. Those privileged cunts, those arrogant pricks...

 

[Stormy Raine]

I've always said prison is a state of the mind! I totally agree with you, I'm stuck in prison too! Yes of course we have the pleasures to go and do what we please and eat but it's all within a few measures. Life is awful, I can't wait to get out! I'm trying patiently to wait my turn as I find myself envious of those who get to leave before me! It's sad because most of them were begging to stay but I'm begging to go, it's unfair. Hopefully we don't have too long left!

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes and worse, I often feel resentment towards my parents for burdening me with this- even though I do actually love them and think they did it with the best intentions. Still, I can't help thinking- do you even realise what decision you've landed me with here? What I'm going through for you and no one else and have been for 33 years since I first became suicidal? Worse- I can't even go ahead with that decision for the time being because- I don't want to hurt you! Ironic really.

I agree with you and hate our governments for not allowing us to leave. An assisted suicide programme open to all (well- sound minded adults) still wouldn't help me for now though, because I'd still have the problem of upsetting my Dad. (Mum is already dead.) Still- at least I'd know there was a reliable, peaceful way out when the time comes. But yes- it does feel like a life sentence handed to us by our parents disguised as a precious gift and unreturnable until we likely go through lots of pain. Not the most thoughtful 'gift' I'd argue.

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

Yes and worse, I often feel resentment towards my parents for burdening me with this- even though I do actually love them and think they did it with the best intentions. Still, I can't help thinking- do you even realise what decision you've landed me with here? What I'm going through for you and no one else and have been for 33 years since I first became suicidal? Worse- I can't even go ahead with that decision for the time being because- I don't want to hurt you! Ironic really.

I agree with you and hate our governments for not allowing us to leave. An assisted suicide programme open to all (well- sound minded adults) still wouldn't help me for now though, because I'd still have the problem of upsetting my Dad. (Mum is already dead.) Still- at least I'd know there was a reliable, peaceful way out when the time comes. But yes- it does feel like a life sentence handed to us by our parents disguised as a precious gift and unreturnable until we likely go through lots of pain. Not the most thoughtful 'gift' I'd argue.

Exactly. Some fucking gift!!!!!!!

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes absolutely, I do see existence as being imprisonment and slavery, as the burden that is existence was imposed on us yet we cannot just choose to reliably free ourselves from it in peace with humans doing all they can to make suicide inaccessible. Those anti-suicide people just wish to make us slaves to suffering until we die anyway, I find it so incredibly hellish and disgusting how we are denied a right to die in peace even know we never even consented to this in the first place, I certainly feel trapped here in my case.

 

[doneforlife]

Yes and worse, I often feel resentment towards my parents for burdening me with this- even though I do actually love them and think they did it with the best intentions. Still, I can't help thinking- do you even realise what decision you've landed me with here? What I'm going through for you and no one else and have been for 33 years since I first became suicidal? Worse- I can't even go ahead with that decision for the time being because- I don't want to hurt you! Ironic really.

I agree with you and hate our governments for not allowing us to leave. An assisted suicide programme open to all (well- sound minded adults) still wouldn't help me for now though, because I'd still have the problem of upsetting my Dad. (Mum is already dead.) Still- at least I'd know there was a reliable, peaceful way out when the time comes. But yes- it does feel like a life sentence handed to us by our parents disguised as a precious gift and unreturnable until we likely go through lots of pain. Not the most thoughtful 'gift' I'd argue.

I don't know how assisted suicide can be open to all "sound" minded people. The moment you show your desire to not exist , you are declaring yourself irrational...lol.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I don't know how assisted suicide can be open to all "sound" minded people. The moment you show your desire to not exist , you are declaring yourself irrational...lol.

Yeah- true. I think that's one of the major things that needs addressing... Can someone with a mental illness and/ or ideation have the capacity to reason and make logical decisions for themselves? I'd argue- yes.

In fact- our governments expect and let us make life altering decisions not just for ourselves but for others when we are supposedly mentally unstable. Supposedly one in four adults will suffer with at least one diagnosable mental health problem in any given year. Are 25% of the population unemployed and on benefits?

How many of them do you suppose hold positions of responsibility? Train drivers, pilots, police, (very high suicide rate amongst police officers,) doctors, surgeons. How are these people allowed to even drive or walk around with guns if they are so mentally unstable?!!

If we are that crazy- we should be deemed a risk to society and be given benefits. I'll go on living a bit longer if they're happy to fund my living expenses- except- they wouldn't be... There's no way I'd qualify for benefits. So- I'm fit enough to work. I'm fit enough to make a will. If I had the qualifications, I'd be fit enough to do a responsible job but, the moment I decide to kill myself, I'm crazy? How can it be both ways?

 

[Worndown]

If you cannot get life to work for you and it is always going against you, it is a sentance.
Hope for early release!

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Exactly. Some fucking gift!!!!!!!

It isn't a gift if it causes so much suffering.

 

[divinemistress36]

Its a prison planet

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

Thank you everyone for your responses. It makes me feel a little bit better that I'm not the only one. I'm just fucking angry that I'm forced to endure. I fucking hate life. I just want to be gone

 

[caninecomposer]

I find it insane that even many right-to-die campaigners want to gatekeep who deserves to have such a basic human right. Like your suffering isn't valid if you're not 80+ and have developed some terminal illness or crippling ailment, you don't meet the criteria unless you've already gone through a whole lifetime of hell.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

I feel like I've been condemned to a lifetime of feeling trapped. A lifetime of suffering. A lifetime of no pleasures.

By making euthanasia illegal, I'm forced to live like this for many decades. Its fucking cruel. I fucking hate the government, the politicians. They don't fucking know the meaning of suffering. Those privileged cunts, those arrogant pricks...

oh my god yes. your words are beautiful i feel exactly like this

 

[LoiteringClouds]

I feel like I've been condemned to a lifetime of feeling trapped. A lifetime of suffering. A lifetime of no pleasures.

By making euthanasia illegal, I'm forced to live like this for many decades. Its fucking cruel. I fucking hate the government, the politicians. They don't fucking know the meaning of suffering. Those privileged cunts, those arrogant pricks...

Prisons have barbed wire fences to remove a way out, in order to keep the prisoner there. Prisoners work for wardens or the prison system to avoid consequences. And they should be grateful because their lives are "gifts from God."

This world has laws which ban peaceful way out, in order to keep people here. People work for elites to avoid consequences such as homelessness, starvation, illness etc. And we should be grateful because our lives are "gifts from God."

I don't know how unpleasant this world actually is, but I think these are basically the same. We are all lifers.

Sorry to be cynical.

 

[Captive_Mind515]

Exactly. Some fucking gift!!!!!!!

Life as a precious gift....

No returns accepted. Buyer beware !!!

 

[oneeyed]

This horrifying thought crossed my mind...I already successfully ctb but as "punishment", my life continued and any further ctb attempts are to fail and I am condemned to be miserable in this life with no improvements no matter what I do. I don't personally believe in a heaven and hell but that's what this all feels like. An alternate reality which I cannot escape or improve my situation in as a form of punishment/torture.

Would be funny if there's beings watching us like in the movie adjustment bureau and they're like "Damnit, how did he figure it out again? Zap his brain, start over"

 

[Catch-22]

Where I've lived the last 23 years can't be any better than if I was in prison. Severe bug and mold infestation. And on top having a chronic illness that I can barely leave my room that is filled with mold and bugs. I have known people that went to jail that had a better experience.

 

[brokeandbroken]

I feel like I've been condemned to a lifetime of feeling trapped. A lifetime of suffering. A lifetime of no pleasures.

By making euthanasia illegal, I'm forced to live like this for many decades. Its fucking cruel. I fucking hate the government, the politicians. They don't fucking know the meaning of suffering. Those privileged cunts, those arrogant pricks...

I know the feeling.... I did what you are supposed to do. College->medical school where I was the victim of crime(s) by the university and forced out illegally. Despite working my ass off now the only available jobs are ones that I could've/did had in high school. Everyday feels like punishment. Just a lot of misery and loneliness. I wish I knew why or what I did. When people start comparing you to Job you know your life is fucked. A life with purpose or meaning because it was stolen from me. And nobody wants to help me get it back.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Can you believe they still execute the death penalty for murderers? Being forced to stay alive and suffer through existence like us is a much better punshment IMO.

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

Can you believe they still execute the death penalty for murderers? Being forced to stay alive and suffer through existence like us is a much better punshment IMO.

People in power have lives they enjoy. Its unfathomable to them how anyone could want to die. Privileged fucking cunts

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

People in power have lives they enjoy. Its unfathomable to them how anyone could want to die. Privileged fucking cunts

They cheat and manipulate the underprivileged. They better be careful though, all it takes is a couple of people that feel like they have nothing to lose to teach these aholes a lesson.

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

I have written to the politicians (the government) in my country and asked why legal right to euthanasia is not introduced. I want to live and die with dignity and not be tormented to death by the ailments of age. I don´t want to be tormented for decades in a world of climate change, mass immigration and wars. I don´t want to be tormented into old age in this lifelong prison sentence that life entails. The average life expectancy is too high. I didn´t choose to be born so why should I be forced to live? However, why should the politicians have the power over euthanasia - it is my death and my choice. But the politicians themselves are healthy and in denial of death - otherwise they would not be able to work. The politicians only do their jobs for high salaries.

 

[aGoodDayToDie]

I have written to the politicians (the government) in my country and asked why legal right to euthanasia is not introduced. I want to live and die with dignity and not be tormented to death by the ailments of age. I don´t want to be tormented for decades in a world of climate change, mass immigration and wars. I don´t want to be tormented into old age in this lifelong prison sentence that life entails. The average life expectancy is too high. I didn´t choose to be born so why should I be forced to live? However, why should the politicians have the power over euthanasia - it is my death and my choice. But the politicians themselves are healthy and in denial of death - otherwise they would not be able to work. The politicians only do their jobs for high salaries.

Did you get a response?

 

[Endoflifecomestoall]

Yes, if you have a neurological condition

 

[divinemistress36]

Yes, if you have a neurological condition

I have a brain injury. I feel this

 

[Endoflifecomestoall]

Yes, if you have a neurological condition
Yes, if you have a neurological condition
Yes, if you have a neurological condition