NothingElseMatters
Warlock
- Mar 30, 2020
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I feel weak and lose my grip even when I'm still awake. Is that normal?
Don't use a slipknot or a hangman's noose dont tie the other end of the rope just swing it from a place and hold that end with ur hand when u go unconscious u'll drop the rope and fall so u gain conscious right away.I didn't know you could actually do a practice run CTB this way. How?
How fascinatingDon't use a slipknot or a hangman's noose dont tie the other end of thee rope just swing it from a place and hold that end with ur hand when u go unconscious u'll drop the rope and fall so u gain conscious right away.
Well to be honest if I wanted to get high, pain pills would me my choice. Since that's the method I've chosen.How fascinating
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I do the same thing. Ill do it 20-30 times in a go sometimes trying to ctb. I stand with the noose anchored and around my neck. Deep breathe, lean forward with all my weight. I never fully pass out "like fall/feint" but i do get a black out high and sometimes there's convulsions. Even in different positions. Kneeling or legs out front. Same results just the convulsions are more intense.Yes i suffered those, theyre just anoying, dw about brain damage, i was trying it every day for a month multiple times, just for the high of it and my brain seems unchanged. Only thing it affected is it lessened my suicidal thoughts, ironically
Yes, if no for convulsions while awake id probably just go on with hanging now. Still searching how to bypass them. I do blackout, but they can be too muchThe convulsions are the last obstacle, what's actually stopping me. I'm hoping the more research I do, the more I can find out how to either avoid them or get past them.