
Gaga786
The Odds Are Never In My favour
- May 3, 2020
- 470
I feel like I had a low IQ ever since the day I was born. I struggled with basic mathematics in high school, and I was placed in remedial for all subjects. I just couldn't understand anything that I was taught in class. My mother never reinforced any of the topics at home and she would just send me of to a tuition for one hour- expect me to know it all. She never taught me anything, or worked on any concepts. I was bullied a lot as a result, and ended up being known as a failure. Now, I feel I can't do anything properly. It takes me too much time to just memorise things and understand things. For example, I have to repeat a hotel room number up to 20 times in my brain for it to stick, whereas my peers remember it In a heartbeat. I feel like I don't deserve to live in this world because I don't have anything else to offer. I wish I was smart enough to do well in school, and lead a successful life