Anyone else wish they were aborted

[need2exit]

I told my mom i wish she just aborted me, it sucks that i feel this way, and that i made a mess of my life, if i was aborted, then i wouldnt have to deal with myself, i wish i learned to love myself, instead i lead my life with insecurity, I am tired of living as myself, because people believed i had potential, i thought i would do something great and helpful, i wanted to hold on too hope, but its all worthless now... if i was gone, my family and friends wouldnt have to worry about me

 

[itsallogrenow]

I do too.

When I was a kid, I found something relating to my mum and found she had 7/8 miscarriages before I was born.

I felt jealous over miscarriages

 

[itsgone2]

I don't know about aborted, but certainly not at all. I'm one of three. The only one planned. Although my brother committed suicide so I guess it didn't matter.

 

[katyusha_kat]

All the time. Then I wouldn't have to live this miserable, exhausting existence.

 

[InTheAbyss]

I wish I was aborted too. Even more, is that I know that mom was wanting to have an abortion when she was pregnant with me. Another family member talked her out of it. I was soo close to having never existed... :(

 

[evans]

Yes. I was put for adoption & went with an abusive family. I don't understand both not having an abortion when you are already drinking & doing drugs, as well as going through the agony of the adoption process then say you didn't want the child after all that. I got sterilised at 19 because I knew there was no way I would bring children into this terrible world.

 

[lonely2026]

Most definitely. Having monsters for parents is not ideal.