LifeSucks39
Student
- Feb 14, 2020
- 182
I can't stand my life anymore but I'm afraid to ctb.
My only fear is surviving and living in a reduced state (physically or mentally disabled) and unable to try again. Sheer torment!
yeah, I would have a DNR in place, but what I'm talking about is not necessarily vegetative state or anything just maybe bedridden and unable to obtain CTB supplies again.Not sure what country you're in Otter, but in the UK at least you can prepare a living will so that if something happens and you get into that state, you have it recorded in a legal document that your wish is for your life not to be prolonged. I have one myself that includes a set of specific situations in which I am not to be forced to eat/drink or given life-preserving treatment or resuscitated.
I also have a provision that by signing another document (with two witnesses present) I can trigger a kind of 'right to die' provision outside of those specific circumstances once 30 days have elapsed. It gives me a period to cool off and evaluate whether I really want to die and strengthens my hand legally (so I was advised anyway).
Depending on the laws where you are, it can be good peace of mind knowing that if something goes wrong your spirit won't be trapped in a hospital bed like crystal.
It's either black or white my friend. Life sucks I know, I've been graying for 2 years now and things have only fallen off the shelf.I can't stand my life anymore but I'm afraid to ctb.