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- Apr 25, 2024
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I had the semi-perfect method to ctb. However, the SI was too strong and I was scared.
So I went home and told my family (bad mistake). Now I regret not having done that because it was perfect opportunity, now I can't leave alone or be alone at home...
Currently I am passively suicidal, meaning I won't try to ctb, but I wouldn't care if I died right now. Just wish I had had the guts to do it back then.
Have you had a similar experience where you were about to do it then back off and told someone? And regret it...
So I went home and told my family (bad mistake). Now I regret not having done that because it was perfect opportunity, now I can't leave alone or be alone at home...
Currently I am passively suicidal, meaning I won't try to ctb, but I wouldn't care if I died right now. Just wish I had had the guts to do it back then.
Have you had a similar experience where you were about to do it then back off and told someone? And regret it...
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