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painofzed
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- Dec 15, 2021
- 84
I have two daughters, one of them on the spectrum and I can't imagine the pain it will cause them when I go, especially if it's obviously by my own hand. I often think of maybe trying to do it in a way that it looks like it's an accident, but no sure fire way to do that. I will continue to bear this pain so that I don't have to increase their pain, but damn it's tough I want to CTB so bad.