sparkie

sparkie

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Mar 14, 2021
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Im here because i made hopefully my last life mistake I learnt late in life that my decision making is very bad when im under the influence even the next day (especially the next day when i thought i was sober but i wasnt) so cant take looking back on what ive done frys my mind so ive decided i cant take it anymore I think about my mistakes 24/7 So time to go
 
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Symbiote

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Oct 12, 2020
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I must be under the influence all the time since I fuck up everything too. No most of my mistakes were done sober, still sucks though.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Well, under the influence of alcohol I even had sex and told some girls I wanted a serious relationship lol. Also, I've wasted lots of money when I was drunk so yeah, I've kinda fucked up many things too.
Since I quit alcohol, things are going much better but I still wanna ctb in spite of being trying to live.
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

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Jul 1, 2020
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i wish. sadly im still quite conscious when i drink. (i know dont "i wish" or whatever but in this case i do and i dont feel the need to explain myself as to why i do and if 'you' want to go off at me for it thats nice.)
 
sparkie

sparkie

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Mar 14, 2021
175
Completely dont understand what you said can you explain?
 

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