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Eegretfrex

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Oct 13, 2023
30
My father has green eyes and my mother brown eyes.
I have brown eyes.

My father has a big and non symmetrical nose and my mother has a small and aesthetic nose.
I have a nose very much like my father.

My father is social and outgoing and has many friends and my mother is more introverted and has barely any friends.
I am like my mother.

Anyways it sucks, what can I do.
 
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WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
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My biological Father was a schizophrenic.
I began suffering from clinical depression aged 7, and later diagnosed as bipolar 1 in my teens.
So yeah, maybe I inherited some mental illness gene from him.
I honestly wish I was never born in the first place.
 
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dimaxim

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Oct 22, 2023
17
My fathers side i inherited bad anger/temperament and antisociality.
Mothers side addiction and bad emotional regulation.
Both probably have some neurological issues, which ofc i got lots.
Yay, i love genetics! (sarcasm)
 
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hermestrimegistus

hermestrimegistus

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Sep 16, 2023
341
My father's alcoholicism. Not much from my mom luckily haha
 
leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

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Nov 25, 2023
1,212
No I am just a fuck up compared to them.
My parents had both good mental health and careers. My mom probably has a narcissistic personality disorder but it doesnt affect her life negatively.
I have BPD and possibly mild autism. I am aslo very antisocial and suck at math even though my parents were good at it.
 
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peaches

Student
Oct 19, 2022
105
My biological Father was a schizophrenic.
I began suffering from clinical depression aged 7, and later diagnosed as bipolar 1 in my teens.
So yeah, maybe I inherited some mental illness gene from him.
I honestly wish I was never born in the first place.
Hi,
I really relate to your comment about wishing I had never been born in the first place.
I was an accident. My mother's diaphragm failed, and she spent the entire pregnancy with me depressed and suicidal because she did not want to have another child. This was in the 1950s, when choices like abortion, were just not available. So, she had me and I had brothers significantly older than me. Somehow I knew from day one, that I was unwanted, a mistake, a terrible accident. I have never been able to climb out from that feeling .
There are no circumstances or fortunes that are bigger than not being wanted.
And 50 years of therapy on and off has not helped me at all.
There have been literally thousands of times one if I had a quick, easy and painless method to end my life, I would do it in a fraction of a second.
But I have not been able to add more suffering by some possible mistake that would lead me to be physically impaired on top of everything else.
So now, I'm old and I feel like I'm just waiting to die.
I am also intensely exploring the Swiss options. I understand that there is one location in Switzerland that will allow ctb for unresolveable emotional pain.
 
sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
8,859
My parents have good careers and are successful, although I do think that they could both have some kind of personality disorder. Meanwhile, I'm a hiki who in their opinion is a failure and failed at life. I have several mental (as well as social) illnesses (Asperger's, ADHD, and social anxiety). I heard that there is a genetic component to these illnesses, so they could have been inherited.
 
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Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
405
I think I partially inherited the worst genes (I hope not all) and partially I'm just a fuckup on my own. I'm human trash, and that's part of why I don't want children. So that they don't inherit my genes and have to suffer like me.
 
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JRE75

Member
Feb 5, 2024
21
I inherited my father's Asperger's and obsessive disorder; my mother's depression and suicidal ideation.
 
Lookingtoflyfree

Lookingtoflyfree

Experienced
Jan 11, 2024
213
My mother was an anxious alcoholic mess addicted to Valium and my dad likely had bipolar, couldn't hold a job and left my mum when she was about to have me as a baby. None of the people in my family should have had kids - they were all incapable of it. I hate my parents and thankfully they're both dead. They repeatedly showed no capacity to be actually competent adults, much less parents. Therapy has helped me see what fuckups they are, and how my remaining time will be to plan and to escape the legacy of their shitty genes. I'm thankful I chose no kids to continue the inbred cesspool these losers were.
 
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thinvy

thinvy

Woefully Yours, Luka
Aug 7, 2023
197
genuinely think I got all of the worst possible genes between my parents, eye color aside. I wish id gotten dad's pretty blue eyes, but I'll take the central heterochromia over the blue now, I think it's pretty too.

but yeah I got all the fuckin health conditions, I inherited the mental illnesses, hell, I think I spawned some new bad genes that hadn't actually reared their heads yet. like my teeth are fucked because they don't have enough room in my mouth, despite me having less teeth than average. my bones hurt. all the time. my skin and joints are so stretchy that I regularly dislocate my leg from my hip by sitting on my bed. I get migraines all the time. Ive got an addictive personality (though I've quit smoking twice and am still clean, and I'm being very careful about my gacha games). sunlight hurts. cold air gives me hives.

life is gr8 lol
 

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