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hunter_lewis

Specialist
Sep 17, 2018
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How do you deal with your life?
 
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Marawa

HereButNot
Dec 30, 2018
249
no well. lower back & knee pain. lost all opiates after an attempt, but they barely helped anyway. I cope with weed when i can but pretty homebound.
 
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Gina

Unknown
Sep 2, 2018
53
I started feeling internal pain last year, When I realized the hole I digged for myself. I've never felt such intense pain in my life.Physical, emotion, and verbal pain could not compare the pain I felt that year.What made it worse is that I surrounded myself with toxic people Like usual But I felt lonely.I have no siblings, or any real friends or family.I have My mom, and grandma but I try to hint about my depression for years, but they always rebuff it.Now I'm here lol, lifes a bitch.
 
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lululoo

Mage
Dec 15, 2018
558
No mobility problems but I have pain. Meds don't help. Or marijuana or a million other things. I don't cope very well.
 
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dandan

dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
If I was in pain that would be it, I can't handle anymore shit.... Sorry about it guys... Wish you opiates or something better.... Morphine? Pharmaceutical grade morphine?
 
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Taylor

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Dec 23, 2018
476
Here! My life is basically consumed by the agonizing pain of my lower back and literally every joint of mine deteriorating, as well as the damage I sustained from the abuse I put my body through from playing drums my whole life and trying to become a Navy SEAL at 19, past surgeries, etc. It feels like the weight of the world is crushing me and my body is just ready to give in now. I also have a devastating ibs-c condition on top of that, where my colon basically ceases to function these days and there's no cure. I never imagined a greater hell in my life. I've given up on any sort of pain killers, it's just masking the problem and that's no way to live in my opinion. I sort of always believed that the moment the integrity and comfort level of your body declines, to the point where it begins to outweigh your zest for life, that that's really all you get and you'll never be the same again. From that point on the choice to keep living and "managing" your symptoms is up to you.
 
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dandan

One more attempt on life.
Feb 18, 2019
1,298
Here! My life is basically consumed by the agonizing pain of my lower back and literally every joint of mine deteriorating, as well as the damage I sustained from the abuse I put my body through from playing drums my whole life and trying to become a Navy SEAL at 19, past surgeries, etc. It feels like the weight of the world is crushing me and my body is just ready to give in now. I also have a devastating ibs-c condition on top of that, where my colon basically ceases to function these days and there's no cure. I never imagined a greater hell in my life.

Dammed , if I was your dad I'll surely let you go..... I'm so sorry mate, there's nothing we can do, damn

I'm in heaven , but with the worst attitude in life, and all because I lost all my money have to work my ass off ... And I'll never be free from 8 to 6 job , and I just can't take it, but that's the new part, I wanted to kill me even before that, but this money issue is just the cherry on top of it all

Worst attitude
Poor as fuck
Poor mental ability to find a way out
I can't accept life as is
Mental unhappiness
A painful human physical injury I rather don't talk about , hurts sometimes

But you with all your pain , damned, I can't even begin to imagine...
 
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Xraydav

Member
Feb 28, 2019
84
Same, that's why I'm here.
 
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