Desdemona

Desdemona

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Oct 14, 2020
88
I am so tired of my body hurting and limited mobility. I am only in my 20's and can't imagine living much longer like this
 
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gus.nixon

gus.nixon

and now we rise and we are everywhere
Apr 19, 2020
309
I am so tired of my body hurting and limited mobility. I am only in my 20's and can't imagine living much longer like this
Do opiates help with your pain?
 
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usernameforhere

Student
Nov 15, 2020
147
Yeah, it sucks, I'm sorry you're going through this
 
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artemis1223

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Nov 22, 2020
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I am so tired of my body hurting and limited mobility. I am only in my 20's and can't imagine living much longer like this
I am 70 years old, just me and my cats. I cannot breathe, the Dr thinks it's COPD. I can barely walk due to a bad back. And I learned today they are foreclosing on my home. I have had it.
 
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Rabitfever

Rabitfever

Member
Mar 18, 2020
77
System wide neuropathy from a rapid benzodiazepene taper 4 years back. My insides hurt at such a visceral level that there's no other way out. Pretty much the reason why I'm here.
 
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eternalmelancholy

eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,169
Yeah I was in a car accident that left me with spinal nerve damage. I am still semi-functional so they tell me I do not qualify for disability.

But it just makes living daily life harder than it needs to be. Coupled with my already existing mental issues, it has just become too much to handle.
 
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Trisolaris

Trisolaris

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
447
Yes, I have it.
 
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KuriGohan&Kamehameha

KuriGohan&Kamehameha

想死不能 - 想活不能
Nov 23, 2020
1,682
Yes, I am so sorry you have nerve pain as well. While mine isn't severe, it is bad enough to inhibit my day to day life in a significant way. I have no tolerance to exercise and my muscles are incredibly weak.

Like you, opiates and other types of painkillers didn't help me. Neither did Gabapentin or SNRIs or anything else.

I also have chronic pain from IBS, and it's horrible. As soon as I wake up, I'm in pain. There is never any relief. I take some over the counter pills but they aren't an absolute fix.

While CFS isn't necessarily painful, the fatigue and neurogical problems get to the point where they are agonising. It hurts not to ever feel rested, getting headaches, permanent brainfog.

I have lived like this since I was 17 and I really don't want to anymore. It's been almost 5 years and at this point, the pain is permanent.
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
Yes, I can relate to this, having crippling pain is truly horrible, specially when knowing that there isn't much you an do about it.

Some days I have to take over 10 different pills for various symptoms that I have, it's unbearable.

Yesterday was an extreme migraine, I need one of those oxygen tanks but I don't care anymore. a week ago I couldn't even move my legs due to the pain, today I have really bad gastric pain. And I had the flu recently, my lungs got pretty damaged and I still haven't recovered my voice, my body repairs way too slowly.

A doctor once told me that I have the body of an 70 year old lady, I'm just a guy in my mid 20's, he wasn't lying.
 
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sadgirl9999

sadgirl9999

ready to go ♡
Jan 27, 2019
65
yes, that's why i'm leaving. dropped out of college and am in constant pain that makes every second hell. and ruins all my relationships. i'm sorry :(
 
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noname223

Angelic
Aug 18, 2020
4,975
I had severe psychosomatic pain for years. I want to prepare my suicide if the pain comes back. I never want to feel this way again.
 
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lymbo

Arcanist
Oct 12, 2019
483
yes , l have cronyc back payn for years, the reason lm on that syte
 
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Desdemona

Desdemona

Member
Oct 14, 2020
88
Yes, I can relate to this, having crippling pain is truly horrible, specially when knowing that there isn't much you an do about it.

Some days I have to take over 10 different pills for various symptoms that I have, it's unbearable.

Yesterday was an extreme migraine, I need one of those oxygen tanks but I don't care anymore. a week ago I couldn't even move my legs due to the pain, today I have really bad gastric pain. And I had the flu recently, my lungs got pretty damaged and I still haven't recovered my voice, my body repairs way too slowly.

A doctor once told me that I have the body of an 70 year old lady, I'm just a guy in my mid 20's, he wasn't lying.

I'm in my mid twenties too :( never imagined I'd be in so much pain and such limited life at this age
Yes, I am so sorry you have nerve pain as well. While mine isn't severe, it is bad enough to inhibit my day to day life in a significant way. I have no tolerance to exercise and my muscles are incredibly weak.

Like you, opiates and other types of painkillers didn't help me. Neither did Gabapentin or SNRIs or anything else.

I also have chronic pain from IBS, and it's horrible. As soon as I wake up, I'm in pain. There is never any relief. I take some over the counter pills but they aren't an absolute fix.

While CFS isn't necessarily painful, the fatigue and neurogical problems get to the point where they are agonising. It hurts not to ever feel rested, getting headaches, permanent brainfog.

I have lived like this since I was 17 and I really don't want to anymore. It's been almost 5 years and at this point, the pain is permanent.

gabapentin makes my brain feel like it's mush and barely helps. I'm so sorry you can relate
 
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Desdemona

Desdemona

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Oct 14, 2020
88
Healthy people can't possibly understand what it feels like to wake up to uncontrollable physical pain. It's soul crushing. I had a bit of anxiety and depression before this but now I'm absolutely miserable and can't find any comfort whatsoever. My state of being is pain
 
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usernameforhere

Student
Nov 15, 2020
147
Healthy people can't possibly understand what it feels like to wake up to uncontrollable physical pain. It's soul crushing. I had a bit of anxiety and depression before this but now I'm absolutely miserable and can't find any comfort whatsoever. My state of being is pain
Yeah they can't, I never could have before it happens. Let's hope they never do, you get peace and society improves healthcare when I'm gone
 
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OpheliasFlowers

OpheliasFlowers

Specialist
Apr 2, 2019
348
Yes, pretty much all my life, and I've developed more conditions and chronic illnesses in my 53 years on this earth and I'm tired and can't take it anymore. It's why I'm on this site. I've had enough suffering.
 
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Crusader

● I do not live ● ● I exist ●
Mar 6, 2021
193
Yes, almost every day for 20 years.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Visionary
Jan 1, 2024
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In the winter and summer it's hell . Craniosacral therapy has helped
 
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Rhizomorph1

Rhizomorph1

May you find peace in living or dying
Oct 24, 2023
599
I am so tired of my body hurting and limited mobility. I am only in my 20's and can't imagine living much longer like this
Chronic fatigue syndrome has resulted in near permanent body aches, tension in my neck, headaches, pain behind my eyes.

I'm also in my early 20s. It's fucked up.

I'm sorry you're going through this ❤️
 
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voidstar

voidstar

time heals nothing.
Jan 7, 2024
137
With my multiple sclerosis came the trigeminus neuralgia, which is intense and crippling chronic nerve pain. I'm not even out of my twenties yet.
 
bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue 🌹💙
Nov 26, 2023
107
yes, i have fibromyalgia :( it's a real hell
 

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