Discussion Anyone else having increasing dreams about suicide or death in general?

[HappyMstake]

Just wondering because here lately, the past few months, it seems like all I dream about is dying and that's pretty much it.

Death not only occupies my mind every second of everyday but also my dreams now. Sometimes when I wake up I just start crying because it wasn't real and I'm actually still alive.

 

[StateOfMind]

Not much tbh. I think my subconcious is compensating for the hell of my reality so I have mostly pleasant dreams. But who knows how long that will last..

 

[almost_dead]

i just dream of getting back with my crush hehe

 

[StateOfMind]

i just dream of getting back with my crush hehe

My ex girl / crush blocked my phone number after i posted her this on whats app recommending heir to sleep with me if I dressed like this after she fucked off to America leaving me with blue balls.

 

[Deleted member 94]

Just wondering because here lately, the past few months, it seems like all I dream about is dying and that's pretty much it.

Death not only occupies my mind every second of everyday but also my dreams now. Sometimes when I wake up I just start crying because it wasn't real and I'm actually still alive.

Dreams relate to what is preoccupied in your mind, you said it yourself death is your preoccupation.

 

[Ghost2211]

Lately my dreams are more about the events that made me want to ctb in the first place.

 

[nerve]

Mixing SN has become a recurring element. Even if the dream's not about ctbing or whatever, sometimes I'm just measuring/mixing incidentally or it's in my hands or dream me is really obsessed with getting to it for some weird dream reason.

I can't get a break from these thoughts even when I'm sleeping ;;

 

[ready 2 go]

I've been having a dream where I seem to be in a world been life and death. An old hag/witch screams for me to to follow her. She ends up carrying me away from my family. I wake up not knowing if I should feel relieved sad

 

[k75]

One of my PTSD symptoms is flashbacks in super vivid nightmares. I take medication to try to control that. If I'm not having those dreams, I tend to have weird ones where I'm about to kill myself or am watching someone else die.

The last I can remember involved me watching someone drive straight off a cliff and being the only person around who saw and freaking out, but somehow it turned out to be me in that car. Dream logic lol

 

[Neilg1972]

Not so much dream about it but just love sleep more and more until I take up each day and I think here we go again ="HappyMstake, post: 917268, member: 18487"]
Just wondering because here lately, the past few months, it seems like all I dream about is dying and that's pretty much it.

Death not only occupies my mind every second of everyday but also my dreams now. Sometimes when I wake up I just start crying because it wasn't real and I'm actually still alive.
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Not bb

 

[Serio]

I use to always have dreams of death but lately I just haven't been dreaming I remember tho having dreams of me my family friends etc anyone and everyone dying very often

 

[Deleted member 19654]

I guess dreams reflect our thoughts, both conscious and subconscious. Because I've been thinking about ctb so much, it has found it's way into my dreams along with everything that has made me suicidal. I just want to be able to sleep and forget everything but I can't even do that anymore.

 

[woxihuanni]

When it is very near, not so much. Numb. In complete emotional denial, though the situation is too bad to ignore and any moment I might be pushed down the cliff

 

[TheQ22]

I did go through a spell, but since I have things to occupy my mind not so much.

Maybe try time away from here?

 

[TooConscious]

This really hits home with me.

 

[HappyMstake]

I did go through a spell, but since I have things to occupy my mind not so much.

Maybe try time away from here?

I tried that a while back but it didn't really get rid of the obsession I have with death. No matter what I'm doing my mind is always thinking about ctb.

 

[Merith]

I've dreamed about it in the past week, though I don't remember the details due to a recent issue with ailing short-term memory.

 

[StateOfMind]

I tried that a while back but it didn't really get rid of the obsession I have with death. No matter what I'm doing my mind is always thinking about ctb.

If this tune wont get your mind of ctb then I don't what will. I don't smoke weed but maybe try some of that or a little schnaps and you should be ready to go. Goad speed!