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ebg

ebg

Student
Sep 30, 2024
114
Hello, I have noticed that a re-occurring theme in my dreams is one consisting of me trying to kill myself and then having people try to stop me against my will. Another theme is being in a ward and being unable to get out, as well as most of the staff brushing off my ideas and beliefs. I'm curious to know whether you guys also experience similar dreams and what you think about them.
 
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GoSan1

GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
148
I had a dream of peacefully dying, another one where I shot myself and was in hell, and one where someone else killed themselves with a knife to the throat. Drains one's life... I don't know what the reason for those dreams is now... But ever since I'm ready to die, my dreams have been getting more and more fucked up.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,474
Yeah, I have had dreams where I used N and SN to ctb
 
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theater

theater

Member
Dec 10, 2024
59
Yes absolutely. I have so many dreams about death. I also dream about trauma I have from childhood to adulthood. Tons of paranoid dreams. Lot of dreams involve myself, or a projection of myself, being murdered.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
381
I have had multiple dreams of suicide. The ones I can remember have been:

Me and my best friend (partner at the time) ran away from a cottage to this tall minecraft dirt tower (don't ask how my brain thought of this) with a ladder which we climbed to the top of and jumped from to die.

Me trying to escape my family to be able to commit suicide but we were in a swimming pool changing room that was made to be like a maze (don't know why my brain thought of this as well)

I have really strange dreams.
 
fuewybfunsfoiceoi

fuewybfunsfoiceoi

life is short, make it shorter
Mar 3, 2024
23
I dreamt of drowning after jumping into a shallow pond, it was peaceful but definitely not realistic.
In other dreams I'd be krilled by other people, with two dreams having 'died' from the bullet in head disease, one after getting chased down then sacrificed by a little boy with a dagger.

dreaming is nice because when it simulates real life scenarios, I get to discover how I'd react in those situations
it's pretty realistic
 
Reflection

Reflection

One last hurrah
Sep 12, 2024
276
I only ever had one I think. In the dream (well more like nightmare) I was just walking in my town when I saw my ex girlfriend on a date with someone, I immediately hanged myself and woke up feeling distressed.
 
EternalLight

EternalLight

Member
Dec 26, 2024
34
Almost all my nightmares are some terrifyingly cruel and grotesque scenario in which I can't help others or escape and every action leads to further horror. But strangely enough, suicide has never been a theme in any of them as far as I can recall.
 
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