Anyone else has a month but no day?

[Rn110bg101]

I wish I could die in October. It's my favourite month: Halloween, the autumnal vibes, spooky memes and stuff... It's the month my two favourite video games released, and it has such melancholic vibes.

I don't know if I'll be dead by the end of this month but I wish I could be. I don't feel ready right now... but I wish I could be gone.

Does anyone have that feeling? For October too, or another month.

 

[Ghost2211]

Where I live now doesn't have seasons, but when I lived somewhere did early fall is amazing. The air cools, but it's not freezing yet. The trees turn colors of vibrant red, orange, and yellow over night. I like the spring too and seeing the new growth after a gloomy winter, and hearing the birds return. Either one would be amazing to have as a final sight.

 

[ThrownAwayTom]

I have that feeling for March. Its my birthday, as well as the day my employment contract ends and I'm unemployed again. But it's also my mother's birthday which turns me off it slightly.

October is cool, spooky themed funeral?

 

[Rn110bg101]

I have that feeling for March. Its my birthday, as well as the day my employment contract ends and I'm unemployed again. But it's also my mother's birthday which turns me off it slightly.

October is cool, spooky themed funeral?

Lol I wish. Put some squeletons around my tombstone and a few pumpkins on top. Gotta keep the feeling year round!

 

[purplesmoothie]

I thought you meant does anyone feel the months go by but not the days... That's how I've been feeling

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I got a year too, February 2024. Might be earlier but we'll see.

 

[LonelyNick]

Me!! I want to die this month but I have to wait for my SN to arrive :/ So I don't know when yet...

 

[youngandbhad]

Late October or mid November for sure
The spooky vibes

 

[deleted]

I have all the necessary medicines and SN, but I am between the end of October and December, I just want to die this month but I need to wait ... Knowing that I have this and I can't use it now makes me anxious

 

[sadworld]

Yep, October. Hopefully at the end of next week. October is also one of my favourite months. My birthday is on october 13th, and i love Halloween and it often rains here in october and i love rain.

 

[voidman]

I'm hesitant to set an exact date because I know I wouldn't end up doing it. I'm going to do it when I have the chance and I'm mentally ready.

 

[Futile]

Seems like most people prefer the month (or even day) of their birth, I wonder why is that

 

[Buttlerix]

Im going to try ASAP after recieving SN, it depends on the post service.

 

[watsonsmith]

Probably November unless October brings something unexpected.

 

[Mimi79]

I would like November...
In Germany the darkest month for me.

 

[Rue89]

I've learned that trying to set a date doesn't work for me. I'm just hoping to be gone by the end of October.

 

[Sherri]

Where I live now doesn't have seasons, but when I lived somewhere did early fall is amazing. The air cools, but it's not freezing yet. The trees turn colors of vibrant red, orange, and yellow over night. I like the spring too and seeing the new growth after a gloomy winter, and hearing the birds return. Either one would be amazing to have as a final sight.

No seasons? Sounds like the Middle East. I love fall also

 

[Nicebuddimtim]

Most likely December, my birthday is in December which is one of my least favourite days as well as Christmas and everyone is generally care free and happy. I feel the worst during December and I really dread seeing the new year so most likely around christmas

 

[Sherri]

Most likely December, my birthday is in December which is one of my least favourite days as well as Christmas and everyone is generally care free and happy. I feel the worst during December and I really dread seeing the new year so most likely around christmas

Same I dread Christmas, so much fake happiness, and everyone wishing a happy new year when we know the next year will be hell as well.

 

[Nicebuddimtim]

Same I dread Christmas, so much fake happiness, and everyone wishing a happy new year when we know the next year will be hell as well.

I think the universal celebration of Christmas by everyone makes me realise I've gone another year without ending it... I am certain this year will be different I'm too tired to do this again

 

[Sherri]

I think the universal celebration of Christmas by everyone makes me realise I've gone another year without ending it... I am certain this year will be different I'm too tired to do this again

Same... specially this year with this virus it will be a weird xmas.

 

[Nicebuddimtim]

Same... specially this year with this virus it will be a weird xmas.

I'm a bad killjoy so tbh I hope people will realise how trivial it all is

 

[Sherri]

I'm a bad killjoy so tbh I hope people will realise how trivial it all is

People know that. It's October and the Xmas adds have begun already. Lol

 

[Nicebuddimtim]

People know that. It's October and the Xmas adds have begun already. Lol

I'm glad I stay in and don't watch TV haha think that shit would push the day forward a few weeks

 

[Sherri]

I'm glad I stay in and don't watch TV haha think that shit would push the day forward a few weeks

yeah i know what you mean.

 

[HappyMstake]

I'm not sure although I do want to do it before it starts to get too cold seeing as how I'll be ctb in the woods, I hate winter.

 

[Worthless_nobody]

November is the month I prefer to go. There are 2 major anniversaries of deaths. One being the death of my baby daughter the other being the death of my beloved dog. Or September when my ex fiance died. I would not be here today had I not forgotten my sn and missed my opportunity to ctb last November...I was at peace and was ready. I hope I get that feeling back...now I think I will.

 

[Masonfight]

October 8th, 2021.

 

[Thinking]

I wish I could die in October. It's my favourite month: Halloween, the autumnal vibes, spooky memes and stuff... It's the month my two favourite video games released, and it has such melancholic vibes.

I don't know if I'll be dead by the end of this month but I wish I could be. I don't feel ready right now... but I wish I could be gone.

Does anyone have that feeling? For October too, or another month.

Mine is October 25th. Hopefully everything goes as planned. Good luck on your own journey