Discussion Anyone else get that feeling of relief when they know they’re ready ?

[Mistry420]

Recently I've been feeling at peace with my decision to CTB, does anyone else get like this? I feel so relaxed about it like I'm ready to go- normally there's some ifs/buts pushing forward. Is this a phase ?
is my mind playing tricks on me or am I ready

I have no products for a plan, just everyday I know I am done and the longer I leave it I just feel I'm doing the world worse by still being here

ughkeep wanting to drink a bleach and dettol mix but that's not peaceful

 

[Mr2005]

I find it very hard to accept throwing my life away but I know I already have

 

[s1mplem3]

I understand you, it's like you finaly have solution for everything.

 

[LMLN]

Yes, I understand. It's a relief to have an end to the pain in sight.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Yep, I'm nearly there, a week to go
❤

 

[anorexic-pigeon]

I tend to get very calm and clear headed the more ready I am to CTB. It'll be to the point that that's my only drive in life. CTB. And then my depression washes away temporarily. Just enough to tease me into thinking I'm better. And the moment I step away from death, all of those negative, mind clouding feelings come back

 

[Esc9434]

I'm at peace. No fear or doubt at all.

 

[itsmeagain]

Recently I've been feeling at peace with my decision to CTB, does anyone else get like this? I feel so relaxed about it like I'm ready to go- normally there's some ifs/buts pushing forward. Is this a phase ?
is my mind playing tricks on me or am I ready

I have no products for a plan, just everyday I know I am done and the longer I leave it I just feel I'm doing the world worse by still being here

ughkeep wanting to drink a bleach and dettol mix but that's not peaceful

I think the question is different for everyone. It depends on their mental state, life, how they view death, afterlife, etc. I personally am calm now, but on the CTB date I don't know.