I don't know how people can get fat. Food just isn't that good to me. Also I hate going to the bathroom. It's disgusting.
k75
L'appel du Vide
- Jun 27, 2019
- 2,546
I haven't enjoyed food in a long time. Every once in awhile I'll have something good, but mostly I'm just eating because I have to. I've kind of lost my sense of taste. Just about anything might as well be bland cardboard oatmeal. I do miss enjoying food, though. It makes me sad that everything sucks now.
I used to love to cook and be really good at it. I lost that, and it's mostly just not worth the trouble anymore. Most days, I only get around to eating dinner. And it's almost always leftovers. At some point I just started making one very large batch of food and eating it every day until gone. And then I make something else. Or the same thing. It really doesn't matter. I only eat so I don't puke from not eating and I'm diabetic, so my blood sugar will drop and that sucks.
I used to love to cook and be really good at it. I lost that, and it's mostly just not worth the trouble anymore. Most days, I only get around to eating dinner. And it's almost always leftovers. At some point I just started making one very large batch of food and eating it every day until gone. And then I make something else. Or the same thing. It really doesn't matter. I only eat so I don't puke from not eating and I'm diabetic, so my blood sugar will drop and that sucks.
k75
L'appel du Vide
- Jun 27, 2019
- 2,546
It's not a great method, actually. It was my original choice, but it's a lot more difficult than people realize. Unpredictable, miserable, and hard. And you can really mess yourself up. :(
_Kaira_
This Isn't Fine
- Oct 2, 2020
- 826
Sometimes I literally forget to eat cause I have trouble caring about taking care of myself. I only really do when the hunger pangs set in.
ocd is bad
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- Jun 26, 2020
- 206
Food is very unenjoyable for me but I also need to gain weight, so it sucks. So yes I relate to that.
Sherri
Archangel
- Sep 28, 2020
- 13,794
I only eat a meal a day. My body somehow got used to it. Can't stand looking at people in restaurants eating like there's no tomorrow. Specially in the states where the portions are huge.
Acopia
Specialist
- Sep 21, 2020
- 355
There's an episode of Louis Theroux where he goes to a brain injury unit and one of the patients there OD'd on insulin and ended up with severe brain damage.
Sad!
Also, I'm not a big eater..
Faffing about preparing a meal for little enjoyment is something I just can't be arsed with.
-A.
I have ocd too. It's a living hell
I have to prepare meal right now. I hate doing it, everything I cook have a bland taste, but I need it to work properly.
Technically I like great meal, I love meat, but every time I eat red meat, I'm sick and need to evacuate it one hour after. I love potatoes, but every time I cook them, they just taste like salt water. And it repeat for each dish I like (chocolate make me throwing up quickly every time T_T ).
I used my body to eat only one time per day, so now basically I only eat pasta with salt butter, with some white meat, and I don't like white meat.
Technically I like great meal, I love meat, but every time I eat red meat, I'm sick and need to evacuate it one hour after. I love potatoes, but every time I cook them, they just taste like salt water. And it repeat for each dish I like (chocolate make me throwing up quickly every time T_T ).
I used my body to eat only one time per day, so now basically I only eat pasta with salt butter, with some white meat, and I don't like white meat.
Im sorry for you guys. If my taste buds were fucked id be out of here much sooner
_Kaira_
This Isn't Fine
- Oct 2, 2020
- 826
@Sampervivum
I used to really love cooking and baking. I'd like to get back into it, but I just never seem to have the energy or willpower to. Besides, I realistically only like doing it so others can enjoy...
For myself, if I'm up to it, I usually just heat frozen stuff up, or cupnoodles/ramen. I hate having low metabolism. Can't lose weight, cause whenever I do eat, my body just stores all the bad stuff since it's constantly on survival mode.
I used to really love cooking and baking. I'd like to get back into it, but I just never seem to have the energy or willpower to. Besides, I realistically only like doing it so others can enjoy...
For myself, if I'm up to it, I usually just heat frozen stuff up, or cupnoodles/ramen. I hate having low metabolism. Can't lose weight, cause whenever I do eat, my body just stores all the bad stuff since it's constantly on survival mode.
low metabolism could be useful in cold country, but otherwise it's must be sad to live.. I have an quick one, so I just can't take weight, certainly because It's evacuated too quick.
When I moved to my actual apartment, I don't bought a freezer to avoid frozen meal for my health. I have regrets.
_Kaira_
This Isn't Fine
- Oct 2, 2020
- 826
Used to live in Indiana. It was cold there a good part of the year. Have to say I agree. Lost a lot more weight there over time than I do here in Arizona. Would like to exercise to burn it all off but literally I can't move 10 feet from my bed without feeling like I'm going to fall over. Regret stress eating all the time when I was younger....
My tastebuds are fine. My mind is just waking up from the Matrix and recognizing the food we eat is just a combination of flavorless atoms.
Mixo
Blue
- Aug 2, 2020
- 773
I don't think I've ever stopped feeling comfort from food. I guess once that happens I'd be just totally dead inside with no moments of reprieve.
About this, there are news about pill food? I tried food powder some years ago, it's was totally disgusting (probably the worst thing I ever ate). I hoped that to replace meal time by only drinking the powder mix with water, but after some tests with various flavor, it was like drinking plaster with some light fruit taste.
Pills should not have taste, I hope it could be possible to eat only these one day.
