There are times in the day when I feel that I am the happiest person on Earth and I love life but that during the day. Now I'm feel too suicidal and I want to end my life tonight.
Wayfaerer
JFMSUF
- Aug 21, 2019
- 1,938
No.
Long answer: I ran into dysphoria that is so pervasive and intense that it makes me question if this is all real or not.
Long answer: I ran into dysphoria that is so pervasive and intense that it makes me question if this is all real or not.
clocktower
anxious
- Jun 25, 2020
- 64
i wish i could remember what extreme happiness felt like. i wish i could feel it again.
InevitablePattern91
Brazilian, 28y. Last weeks of life.
- Jul 23, 2020
- 84
RedDEE
Life sucks and then you die.
- May 10, 2019
- 356
That's called the roller coaster of life, buddy. You were the happiest person on earth and loved life? You were like an angel. Now you want to kill yourself. Now you're like a fallen angel.
Our life represents the duality of good and evil, black and white. Every ounce of happiness you recieve, you will get an equal amount of sadness later. Everything has to balance out.
Life exists in a state of two extreme polar opposites co-existing. It manifests like that in every aspect of our life. Like how in the USA we have a two-party system, republicans and democrats. Duality manifests itself in our lives as war and conflict.
After we die, there is no longer duality, but nonduality. All conflict ends, and the roller coaster stops. After death, all things come into perfect balance, and no longer exists in a state of two opposite extremes. All things come to rest, and complete and perfect peace.
My advice is to achieve as much balance while living as possible. Go to a doctor, you sound bipolar. Get put on mood stabilzers. It's better to exist in a state of emotional stability than oscillating between extreme happy and extreme sad.
After death, there is perfect balance and harmony. But you don't have to die to achieve some level of harmony in your life. Strive to strike a balance, and do what it takes to stabilize your emotions. Go to a doctor, god damnit.
Our life represents the duality of good and evil, black and white. Every ounce of happiness you recieve, you will get an equal amount of sadness later. Everything has to balance out.
Life exists in a state of two extreme polar opposites co-existing. It manifests like that in every aspect of our life. Like how in the USA we have a two-party system, republicans and democrats. Duality manifests itself in our lives as war and conflict.
After we die, there is no longer duality, but nonduality. All conflict ends, and the roller coaster stops. After death, all things come into perfect balance, and no longer exists in a state of two opposite extremes. All things come to rest, and complete and perfect peace.
My advice is to achieve as much balance while living as possible. Go to a doctor, you sound bipolar. Get put on mood stabilzers. It's better to exist in a state of emotional stability than oscillating between extreme happy and extreme sad.
After death, there is perfect balance and harmony. But you don't have to die to achieve some level of harmony in your life. Strive to strike a balance, and do what it takes to stabilize your emotions. Go to a doctor, god damnit.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
I've only felt happiness twice in my life for a few months each time. The rest has been an undercurrent of various depths of misery.
Mustkeyknow
Experienced
- Feb 8, 2020
- 275
FrankieVallie
Member
- Jul 24, 2020
- 49
I feel happy when I'm able to briefly forget about this dismal world and my horrible life. We're all able to at certain times throughout the day.
Sunshine
Student
- Jan 11, 2019
- 172
Chronicillness
Experienced
- Jun 19, 2018
- 236
Never happens to me.
I don't think brief moments of extreme happiness would make life worth it anyways.
I don't think brief moments of extreme happiness would make life worth it anyways.
No it's not. Im feeling like shit right now
Same. It's just a brief period.
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