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Final Escape
I’ve been here too long
- Jul 8, 2018
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I feel like I was supposed to die much sooner in repeated accidents but something saved me. There's been too many close calls where I could see I should have died but apparently it was not my time. Many potential car accidents, almost rear ended a cop going downhill looked up just in time and barely missed hitting him, how I didn't graze his vehicle as I swerved to change lanes I'll never know lol! It was that close to rear ending where had I waited one more moment type thing. There were so many of these. I once spun off the interstate into a ditch it was insane. Some people stopped and pulled me out lol! Almost got run over by an Escalade, one more second and I was toast as I crossed the street the Escalade sped up as I was crossing the street. I survived 5 abortions without injury or complications but I did develop worsening mental health as a result and still cry over choosing to allow the termination of all my children. Just shit like this is why I'm shocked I have not been able to be pushed over the edge yet. I feel it is getting closer that I will. I'm at very high risk of suicide because I'm a quiet borderline or more acting in type bpd plus a prostitute.
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