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ctkmtt
living the dream
- Aug 8, 2018
- 39
Just lost my virginity to a friend earlier this week. Wasn't that exciting at all, but I was just happy to say I've experienced just about the last thing I hadn't yet tried that I wanted to. Now I just feel empty again. I've got so many people trying to reach out to me, but they all just want sex (tried signing up for a dating site.) It feels demeaning and I'm just numb. Honestly just makes me want to do it more. Anyone else feel like they've completed their bucketlist and feel just about ready to fully commit and ctb?