NSFW Anyone else feel like their bucket list is complete?

[ctkmtt]

Just lost my virginity to a friend earlier this week. Wasn't that exciting at all, but I was just happy to say I've experienced just about the last thing I hadn't yet tried that I wanted to. Now I just feel empty again. I've got so many people trying to reach out to me, but they all just want sex (tried signing up for a dating site.) It feels demeaning and I'm just numb. Honestly just makes me want to do it more. Anyone else feel like they've completed their bucketlist and feel just about ready to fully commit and ctb?

 

[Smilla]

Just lost my virginity to a friend earlier this week. Wasn't that exciting at all, but I was just happy to say I've experienced just about the last thing I hadn't yet tried that I wanted to. Now I just feel empty again. I've got so many people trying to reach out to me, but they all just want sex (tried signing up for a dating site.) It feels demeaning and I'm just numb. Honestly just makes me want to do it more. Anyone else feel like they've completed their bucketlist and feel just about ready to fully commit and ctb?

I'm numb too.

Probably a lot older than you, at 38 I've seen enough and experienced enough to declare I am done.

 

[Tiburcio]

Sex is overrated. It's not so exciting.


On-topic: I'm sure any wish I fulfill will leave me empty but anyway I don't have anyone.

 

[Smilla]

Sex is overrated.


On-topic: I'm sure any wish I fulfill will leave me empty but anyway I don't have anyone.

Sex causes a lot of problems for a lot of people...it's definitely overrated, took me years to figure that out. I am actually asexual now or even anti-sex, finding the whole act to be repulsive...a parasitic adventure for a few feel good moments. It's hormones and biology, not love in any sense of what "love" is supposed to be.

Ágape type love is the only real love IMO. And you don't need sex to have that.

 

[Tiburcio]

Sex causes a lot of problems for a lot of people...it's definitely overrated, took me years to figure that out. I am actually asexual now or even anti-sex, finding the whole act to be repulsive...a parasitic adventure for a few feel good moments. It's hormones and biology, not love in any sense of what "love" is supposed to be.

I like it but I think it's overrated too. I find the process to get it boring and tiring and it doesn't feel SO good... It doesn't interest me very much, honestly.

 

[shadow11]

I'm numb too.

Probably a lot older than you, at 38 I've seen enough and experienced enough to declare I am done.

I've no bucket list I either want to get well or die and die seems more probable

 

[Comatose11]

Yes. I can't really think of anything else that I want to experience so badly that I will continue to live. I just need to get through a birthday first and then goodbye world.

 

[Oblivion]

well i would love to travel the world but that's impossible with my financial status, so i'm ready to go, i've done everything i wanted to do.

 

[BellaKAT]

Not trying to be contrary but in my experience a bucket list is a funny thing because the point is to do things and partake in experiences you would enjoy.. but personally I don't think I'd be able to enjoy the things I'd theoretically like to do..kind renders the bucket list pointless. Ive had a fair amount of life experiences and Ive found that no matter where you go or what you do, there you are just the same. Kinda comforting to know that there's nothing I'm really missing out on.

 

[akosineenee]

Far from it but tbh I don't feel like it's of vital importance, a bucket list I mean. I agree with @BellaKAT no matter where you go or what you do you will still be yourself--you will still be there. Can't run from yourself and if you hate yourself with a passion then you're screwed.

 

[Deleted member 1496]

Yes, it feels like I've pretty much done all I can (get out of poverty, career, travel, food, sport, help people, etc.) except for

1. being understood, supported, loved, and not alone IRL.
   
2. doing something creative or artistic. But it's difficult to finally learn how to be creative when I don't see a purpose in continuing to live without #1 above.

 

[wezel]

it's complete. Have done most things I ever wanted to do, I don't need to repeat them.
The last thing left is switching the light off.

 

[CantGoOn]

I haven't tried these particular drugs that have been on my mind for awhile. That's my next bucket list. I do not enjoy anything sober.

 

[HateFeelingFeelings]

I have never really had a bucket list. My luck is so bad there's no point in trying anything. Sex was alright for me I guess however after sex it's back to the void.

 

[Aragon]

I've done enough. I've lived a nice "long" life, but life is boring and I feel I was set to fail, and so I did. Your actions in life, kind of determine your future. I guess my bucket list to complete is waiting until November-October or better yet 2019 because I want my birth date to match the death date so it'll say "???9-2019," I want to experience nostalgic happiness, and that's why I'm still here - that is my bucket list. And I literally have to wait, which is annoying. Until then I have many choices and decisions to make.

 

[ningaman151]

Sex is overrated. It's not so exciting.


On-topic: I'm sure any wish I fulfill will leave me empty but anyway I don't have anyone.

A few years back I would want to put my dick in anything that moved. I was that horny. And sexual pleasure felt great, like drugs. Now however, I almost don't feel anything.

 

[great-ape99]

Sex is overrated. It's not so exciting.

You haven't tried it with an aphrodisiac yet then. Try it with a good marijuana strain, or even vaping pen. it's the best aphrodisiac I've ever had. Only thing better is. OMG marijuana pen + Viagra + porn = cumming without even touching myself. I am not one to have multiple orgasms but I orgasmed multiple times doing that without even touching myself.

 

[ningaman151]

You haven't tried it with an aphrodisiac yet then. Try it with a good marijuana strain, or even vaping pen. it's the best aphrodisiac I've ever had. Only thing better is. OMG marijuana pen + Viagra + porn = cumming without even touching myself. I am not one to have multiple orgasms but I orgasmed multiple times doing that without even touching myself.

I can barely get an erection or sexual pleasure anymore, can viagra solve this issue? If so can one take it for long periods of time?

 

[sadak_the_wanderer]

I never had a bucket list; you can't take it with you, as far as I know. Not to get all Blade Runner, but all of my moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Everything left is just stuff I need to do in preparation, nothing enjoyable. I never cared about Paris, or a cruise, or climbing some mountain.