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IdentityDoe

IdentityDoe

What is freedom when demanded of you by a god?
Jan 14, 2026
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There are two states of life where you have to be taken care of by someone else. As a child and as an old person. There will eventually reach a point where maybe I can't take care of myself and have to have someone feed me, take me to the bathroom, and shower me every single day. And personally I can't really stand the idea of that. There's nothing inherently wrong with getting help but you just feel so helpless... As a kid at least you don't have the self conscious to care about that but once you get that awareness it just feels like hell.
 
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FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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I sincerely hope my SN will save me from this, if I make it so far.
 
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Misanthrope0000

Misanthrope
Sep 8, 2024
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Growing old is one of my biggest fears, especially after seeing the condition that my aunt's husband lives in
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
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I wouldn't have been scared if I had money, but I'm poor and can't work because of mental illness , to reach old age seems like torture to me , hopefully I'll be dead soon because my life is unlivable
 
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