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Surai

Surai

its too much and there's nothing left
Mar 26, 2024
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whats the point of improving myself of myself will end. There is a very raw real animal that waits for all of us. Something that I had stumbled upon and sought to find out. When I was a teen looking up. Finding the scale I would call of both extremes. Of the "good" and bad" and in seeing the horrific actions humans take. The horrific actions and occurances of the machine against humans. Of nature against humans, of humans against humans. Videos of this occuring. The reality that the worst possible things you can think of, have in fact happened and are in fact happening. It was a moment of pure horrific awareness to my young mind in the moments I was watching those videos, reading those stories of history, and how so much can condense even in the past 25 years. This world is awake and hungry and raw and unforgiving. It doenst have to be "good or "bad" if it just makes sense to nature. And I truly understood there was something that I had thought were just thoughts were implented in a physical realm of this existence. All the horrible reactions and effects and emotional driven were enacted in the physical sense. And the thoughts of things messing up, would mess up to prove its existence. That it had only happened to prove that it could. In a way a sick twisted reality woven
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
239
As a teenager I perused the Wikipedia article on capital punishment and all the torturous methods that have been used and I was never the same again.
 
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Saponification

Saponification

A piece of nothing
Jun 27, 2024
142
The only thing that differentiates life from hell is its finite nature.
 
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