Discussion Anyone else didn't take seriously your suicidal tendencies?

[AntiBan]

I figured at this point that instead of being brushed off that i will never speak again about suicide and my hardships and instead act.

I am a coward and i believe in hell, so it's not simple, but i can make progress by doing something.

How can I get a lethal dosage of a certain drug or whatever? I never dealt with things like that. I don't intend to kill myself yet, but having a convenient and painless method in front of me is a step in the right direction.

 

[LastFlowers]

I don't think anyone takes its 100% seriously until it's actually over and done with.

 

[ohhgeeitsme]

I've pretty much always felt worse after opening up to people because no one really takes it seriously and honestly, most people don't want to hear about it. I've reached out, and it usually makes me feel like shit.

 

[Life_and_Death]

At first my husband did. "sweetie somethings not right I'm having hallucinations" "your eyes are playing tricks on you" other then that I've never had much problems with it and he believes me now. That problem was a few years ago. I've actually normalized suicide and depression in my life and among the people that know me. Everyone knows I've got problems and everyone knows my life is shit. I'm not saying being able to talk about it doesn't help, it might help some here. But..... It's not helping me. It's like I tell them, love can't change the past.

 

[Lilium]

No one took me seriously at first, my family knew I was having trouble but i think they thought it would pass, after my CTB attempt went wrong I was kept under close watch and it was almost suffocating. Things have calmed down considerably now. Personally I would rather they not take me seriously because it makes planning my next move difficult

 

[Nymph]

No one really did at start, mine started when I was in puberty so my mom thought I was exaggerating and being an angsty teen. Even though I self harmed, I have depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts. At that time I was in a really bad situation and I could have killed myself if I had the stuff. I was feeling horrible and no one understood or thought I was being serious

 

[k75]

When I tell people, they believe me. But they don't understand how bad it is.

 

[Moon Flower]

Last year around this time when I was gonna ctb I had told a friend about it and he never said much. After my s/o stopped me all my friend said was "I knew you wouldn't"

 

[gnomeboy17]

I think because of my age people just assume I'm being "overdramatic" when in reality there's reason to be like that. I kind of hope that when I die the professionals I spoke to will hear about it and feel bad they didn't believe me. I used to want to get better which is why I tried to get help, but alas, no one listened.