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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
When it came to my last attempt at an attempt I didn't even make it to the hotel I had booked! This time I have a house to myself. I have to go because my father will be picking me up as I am looking after the cat and fish, ( If I choose to pass I will be leaving out extra provisions for the fish and cat don't worry,) so that gets me one step closer. If I manage to take all the preliminary meds and don't go through with the sn I will still be happy because I came one step closer to my goal.

Anyone else attempting soon?
 
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Shikamaru

Shikamaru

ᡕᠵ᠊ᡃ່࡚ࠢ࠘⸝່ࠡࠣ᠊߯᠆ࠣ࠘ᡁࠣ࠘᠊᠊ࠢ࠘𐡏 ˚⁎⁺˳⋆ Misslilly 𓆩 ♡ 𓆪
Jun 13, 2022
105
My attempt is planned for mid November, just holding out till after my brothers birthday then will put final things in place and say goodbye
 
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LaVieEnRose

LaVieEnRose

Angelic
Jul 23, 2022
4,348
I hope. Need to procure AEs first. Then we'll see.
 
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Sadboyspecimen

Sadboyspecimen

Member
Feb 8, 2022
84
I believe so, I'm really out of options here. Forfeited my life at an early age by using drugs and I'm sick of people kicking me to the curb over it. I've put off my ctb for 2 months now though. Keep getting caught up in the what ifs. Maybe theres a chance things could come together? Only problem is that I've been saying maybe maybe maybe for the last 5 years now. It's gonna be real soon I know. I just have put my foot down and do it. Nothing changes for a addict. Society won't let it. Even though they fool you with phony rehabilitation services. No one wants to hire an ex junkie.
 
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thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
227
attempting in a few weeks, around the last week of october. already have everyday ready and prepped. can't wait, tbh.
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I believe so, I'm really out of options here. Forfeited my life at an early age by using drugs and I'm sick of people kicking me to the curb over it. I've put off my ctb for 2 months now though. Keep getting caught up in the what ifs. Maybe theres a chance things could come together? Only problem is that I've been saying maybe maybe maybe for the last 5 years now. It's gonna be real soon I know. I just have put my foot down and do it. Nothing changes for a addict. Society won't let it. Even though they fool you with phony rehabilitation services. No one wants to hire an ex junkie.
Sadboy I'm so sorry for your great pain. Christian pious types but always babble on about Jesus said, forgiveness..... ad nauseum. I think the world is chock full hypocrisy and scammers. I swear either there is no God, or if there is a God, there are some of us he seems to absolutely hate. Wish you could should you in a very strong hug for a few minutes. I know how bad you hurt bro, I'm right there with you.
 
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hopelessgirl

hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
511
not sure when my attempt will be. just quit my job so I´m guessing my mental health will decline quite quickly
 
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Nirrend

Nirrend

The important is not how long you live ...
Mar 12, 2022
400
I'll go in the mid october, I have to visit for a last one last time the person I love, and after, I'll make everything possible to ctb. In fact, I only need few things to have everything set up but the only thing is to catch the bus when SI is at it lowest power.

How do you feel those who will ctb soon ? Are you fluctuating between sudden anxiety and sudden relieve and peace constantly too ?

Loving you all <3

I'm not trying to incitate to act but, we have to believe in us <3

Love <3
 
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KQuotientW

KQuotientW

404: Reason to live not found
Jul 17, 2022
326
I've almost finished typing emails, which I will send soon to various recipients. There are a number of people to contact. I've polished my will.

For weeks, it's been raining, making it difficult to light charcoal outdoors then bring it inside. We're getting a few days off from the rain. I'm so close to catching the bus. It will be like going home.

I couldn't access this forum for hours. I started to worry it had been permanently closed down. This place has been a sanctuary for me.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
^^^ I couldn't access it earlier. It was a general fault thank goodness.
 
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spectraltease

spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
When it came to my last attempt at an attempt I didn't even make it to the hotel I had booked! This time I have a house to myself. I have to go because my father will be picking me up as I am looking after the cat and fish, ( If I choose to pass I will be leaving out extra provisions for the fish and cat don't worry,) so that gets me one step closer. If I manage to take all the preliminary meds and don't go through with the sn I will still be happy because I came one step closer to my goal.

Anyone else attempting soon?
My timer is set for mid january. Not that soon but still be dead.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
I'll go in the mid october, I have to visit for a last one last time the person I love, and after, I'll make everything possible to ctb. In fact, I only need few things to have everything set up but the only thing is to catch the bus when SI is at it lowest power.

How do you feel those who will ctb soon ? Are you fluctuating between sudden anxiety and sudden relieve and peace constantly too ?

Loving you all <3

I'm not trying to incitate to act but, we have to believe in us <3

Love <3
I feel ok thanks, at times pretty good. I feel better than I did the last time I attempted an attempt. I feel more prepared for the pain. I'm just going to be as brave as I can be xx
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
I expect doing it on impulse... I would have taken sn when a friend did, and waking in agony again...
Anti emetics- things that stop you from puking
Ah, thank you fur fur 💖 I haven't figured out those at all yet...
 
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No blackangel

Member
Sep 18, 2022
49
Will attempt as soon as possible. SN is due to arrive at the 13th of october, just need to keep myself together untill it arrives. Have everything else prescripted. Not afraid to die, life is mostly over anyways.
 
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HermitLonerGuy

HermitLonerGuy

Warlock
Sep 28, 2022
707
if i had a method id do it right now but everyone methods has complications or costs money or requires some basic knowledge of things.
 
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unfettered

Member
Oct 2, 2022
10
I'm shooting for tomorrow if not tonight
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
First I have to see what I will do with the work. I don't want my classmates to find out. I don't want to come to work anymore, I want to quit now. I wish I didn't care about the opinion of others
 
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unfettered

Member
Oct 2, 2022
10
First I have to see what I will do with the work. I don't want my classmates to find out. I don't want to come to work anymore, I want to quit now. I wish I didn't care about the opinion of others
Today I'm telling them I'm coming down with COVID like symptoms. Tomorrow I'll say i feel worse and going to the hospital. Then it's just a matter of CTB and everyone can assume i died at the hospital.

It's so simple it's ingenious.
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
Today I'm telling them I'm coming down with COVID like symptoms. Tomorrow I'll say i feel worse and going to the hospital. Then it's just a matter of CTB and everyone can assume i died at the hospital.

It's so simple it's ingenious.
I tried so hard to catch & die of covid... I want to make a comic about how didsapointing that plague was.
 
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Niirvana

Niirvana

♥Soon♥
Sep 18, 2020
436
Today I'm telling them I'm coming down with COVID like symptoms. Tomorrow I'll say i feel worse and going to the hospital. Then it's just a matter of CTB and everyone can assume i died at the hospital.

It's so simple it's ingenious.
Hahahaha it's good ehh, I should do it

But no one dies of covid anymore :(
 
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unfettered

Member
Oct 2, 2022
10
Hahahaha it's good ehh, I should do it

But no one dies of covid anymore :(
They don't have to know. What're they gonna do? Call all the hospitals in the area and hope they get the right department and manage to get the right doctor at the right time that tells them i indeed died of covid?

My biggest concern is my ex finding out about this. I don't want her to know i did this because of her.
 
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Ashmedai

Member
Sep 21, 2022
26
I want to try before Christmas but I have to find SN. Anyone that can help me please contact me. It's extremely difficult to gather all the informations.
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
I just want to get it over with tbh...the doing life in between bit is at worst scary and at best boring counting down the days. Hope I actually do it.
 
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Enoughnow

Experienced
Feb 1, 2022
206
I'm hoping to tonight now I've fasted all day but my survival instincts kicking in its stupid because I'm so desperate to die and brains just like do it I know if I don't ill wake up kicking myself that I didn't but I'm scared to
What if it fails what if I get sectioned etc I just wanna fall asleep and not wake up
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
I'm feeling super lonely today and doubting whether I can go through with it. My arithmetic is ridiculous. I won't take 20 mins pain to get out of this misery. That's ridiculous. I'm going to do my best to be brave but it's hard. I just have to do the pragmatic thing and go for it I think
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
II
I want to try before Christmas but I have to find SN. Anyone that can help me please contact me. It's extremely difficult to gather all the informations.
I can give sources by pm. Am I allowed to say that?
I'm feeling super lonely today and doubting whether I can go through with it. My arithmetic is ridiculous. I won't take 20 mins pain to get out of this misery. That's ridiculous. I'm going to do my best to be brave but it's hard. I just have to do the pragmatic thing and go for it I think
Sorry to make it harder but I'm sorry to see you go *hugs* I recognize your name. I hope you'll find inner peace
 
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Ashmedai

Member
Sep 21, 2022
26
II

I can give sources by pm. Am I allowed to say that?

Sorry to make it harder but I'm sorry to see you go *hugs* I recognize your name. I hope you'll find inner peace
You would give me a great help.
 
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akirat9

エクトリアン
Sep 23, 2022
386
yes, later today
 
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