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favourite

Student
Feb 15, 2019
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I often feel like I should be at least a bit interested in what's happening in the world, but it just mostly bores or annoys me. People dying of COVID? Not my family, so I don't care. George Floyd protests? None of my business. 3rd World War approaching? I'll worry about it later. Any tragedy unrelated directly to me or my family? Sorry, not interested. I don't care at all about politics, current events, nothing. I'm not even interested in any LGB rights movement, though I'm gay myself. But I know I HAVE to appear interested and emotionally engaged when talking to people, because they would find me weird or cruel, 'cause how dare I not be interested in shit that doesn't relate to me any way.
Anyone feeling like this?
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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I feel sorry for Mr. Floyd and Covid victims who didn't want to die. May they rest in peace.
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
Sometimes i care, but only If I want to vent. But most times, I only care about myself. Actually, I wish more peeps worried more about their own, than inserting their hypocrite selves in every one else's shite.....Maybe the world wouldn't be as crappy...but that might be too optimistic....lol
 
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notuntilperfection

notuntilperfection

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Apr 3, 2020
25
Glad you posted this.. i feel the exact same way
 
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favourite

Student
Feb 15, 2019
191
I don't know if it's depression or just lack of basic empathy. I feel ashamed sometimes and then angered, because I feel like I MUST be interested in those things but I just so don't care....
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
Yah, I could not care less. Just more bullshit in a world of bullshit.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
Honestly, i havent followed news since april. People talk about it alot anyway so i cant miss it. What can we do. Poor unfortunate people are dieing again. If i could take their spot i would, but life chose different.
 
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sunbear1414

Member
Jun 5, 2020
13
I'm so tired all the time and it takes so much effort to look after myself,
putting effort into caring about world affairs just drains me and makes me more depressed.

I know that it's selfish but at the moment I feel that I need to only focus on myself and the people I care about to get through the day
 
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Torbasco

Torbasco

Member
Jun 10, 2020
87
I have been going through too much of a crisis to have the presence of mind to pay any attention to news, really. There's too much stressful stuff going on and I'm already breaking as it is. I can barely even summon the energy to pay attention to games and videos I enjoy.
 
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SpottedPanda

SpottedPanda

I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
Jul 24, 2019
612
I've found that I've always been at my happiest when ignoring the drama and chaos of the world.

I can't think of a single reason why it's healthy to keep up with it all.

It's supposedly adult responsibility to have an invested interest. I wholeheartedly opt out.

I watch Twitter for updates, and maybe one or two YouTube videos here and there. It's not because I care. It's because at times it's good entertainment, and little more.

The way I see it, I'm a recluse, and will be gone soon. I have very little investment in the future, nor even in the present.
 
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Cashewmilk

Cashewmilk

Specialist
Mar 10, 2020
352
Yeah same... it's getting annoying now. It just proves how stupid people are, social distancing because of deadly virus? Fuck it. Let's go protest in large numbers and spread the virus some more! Stupid. There's so many things that we need to protest for but this is not the time. But why should I care? The more people who die is actually better for my views, at least it means less polluters and consumers and more chances for animals.
I'm so tired all the time and it takes so much effort to look after myself,
putting effort into caring about world affairs just drains me and makes me more depressed.

I know that it's selfish but at the moment I feel that I need to only focus on myself and the people I care about to get through the day
I can absolutely relate. The last time I brushed my teeth was last week, last shower was last month. I was finally able to trim my hedgehogs nails after 3 months. I'm so glad I did that first ugh, he deserves to be happy and comfortable. I'm always tired and feeling sick. And I get a lot of abuse for it, and attacked and asked "why, how?" By my abusive horrible family. I often want to ctb just to spite them, evil people.
 
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Samsara

Samsara

Experienced
Mar 9, 2020
246
Yes, absolutely... In a horrible way, I felt and continue to feel relieved by the "break" in life caused by covid closings, etc. Funnily enough, there were times before covid struck when I'd find myself wishing for an apocalypse/some kind of global crisis that would end the repetitive, mechanical nature of "life" as defined by society.
 
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favourite

Student
Feb 15, 2019
191
Yeah, when the covid hit and I was off work for over a month, all I could think about was just that I'm relieved about no interaction with people and getting to sleep all I want.
 
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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
451
I know what you mean. The world is just so filled with horrific suffering and abuse that it's hard to comprehend much less think about. It's always existed and I'm sure always will so long as we exist.

i feel really numb by it all, not so much indifferent but helpless so I try not to think too much besides donating where I can.
 
Stavrogin

Stavrogin

If God not be, then this world dies with me
Jul 1, 2020
201
'That which has been is what will be, that which is done is what will be done, and there is nothing new under the sun.'
 
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rikamonie

Experienced
Jun 3, 2020
290
i could not care less whats happening in the world right now or the people in it to be honest i am way too depressed to think about that, im more focused on my own feelings and life and how itll be over soon anyway

if i wasnt severely depressed and suicidal then id care, then id even be putting effort into sharing campaigns and stuff for BLM

but right now i just do not give a single fuck whats going on in the world because i wont be in it soon anyway
 
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Mr.Mediocre

Mr.Mediocre

Member
Jun 25, 2020
36
It's all comical to me really. I pretend to have an opinion around my family but really I couldn't give less of a shit about anything going on in the world.
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Yup. I do not care about what is going on in the world anymore.
 

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