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Suicide is an investment in the future
- Aug 2, 2021
- 10
Last time I visited this forum was 6 months ago, when life was bleak but miraculously turned around.
From then, I have different sources of SN hidden around the house.
It's starting to look like that miracle has ended and I am finding myself spiraling back into the place I was 6 months ago.
I know if things get as bad I have the capacity to follow through, but goddamn I don't want to.
Right now I'd just like to be able to chat with someone about the situation. Maybe that will help me feel better. I feel so alone.
From then, I have different sources of SN hidden around the house.
It's starting to look like that miracle has ended and I am finding myself spiraling back into the place I was 6 months ago.
I know if things get as bad I have the capacity to follow through, but goddamn I don't want to.
Right now I'd just like to be able to chat with someone about the situation. Maybe that will help me feel better. I feel so alone.