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fficiallyjawshh

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Sep 14, 2019
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Dude from the jump I knew what method I wanted but as I started to research more and more and seeing survival rates/failures and blah, blah fucking blah I just thought it would be so simple y'know ? And maybe it is and maybe I'm just overthinking it but dude there's so many fucking variables and what ifs and calculations and miscalculations it's just SO much more than I was expecting that's all .
 
Wreck-it-Riley

Wreck-it-Riley

My demon will see me undone
Oct 20, 2019
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It really is, i feel you. I used to think i would hang, and i would look at knot types, rope sizes and materials, locations. You can over thing anything if you try hard enough.

There are so many methods, and this forum can help you figure out if this is something you really want, and how to do it. Or it can show you that this isn't for you, and maybe you have too many doubts. But welcome, and i hope you find what you need.
 
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fficiallyjawshh

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It really is, i feel you. I used to think i would hang, and i would look at knot types, rope sizes and materials, locations. You can over thing anything if you try hard enough.

There are so many methods, and this forum can help you figure out if this is something you really want, and how to do it. Or it can show you that this isn't for you, and maybe you have too many doubts. But welcome, and i hope you find what you need.
Been a long time lurker but never posted anything . Still figuring shit out but you're right, the overthinking is killing me (haha... ) . Thanks for the wishes, I wish you the same
 
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Whitewash11235814

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Ratio is 25 to 1. Failed attempts can damage internal organs among other parts depending on ur method of choice. No method is guaranteed to leave you unscathed if you do happen to fail.

Imho, it's best to think it all through. Take your time. This is by far the best choice.
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Anyone who says it is easy obviously hasn't tried before. It goes against every instinct and pretty much everything we've been taught growing up. Even if you can mentally commit to it, the body itself is very resilient and has mechanisms to protect itself that are out of your control.
 
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Anyone who says it is easy obviously hasn't tried before. It goes against every instinct and pretty much everything we've been taught growing up. Even if you can mentally commit to it, the body itself is very resilient and has mechanisms to protect itself that are out of your control.
And that right there stressed me out . Just the uncertainty of it all . I just "what if" myself all day and it doesn't help . There's just some shit you can't control at the end of the day and that's terrifying to me .
 
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