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deaddog67

deaddog67

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Nov 20, 2023
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have some meds in my cabinet from previous surgeries and stuff, could they be any use? they're dicyclomine and hydrocodone-acetanin
 
Linda

Linda

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They probably won't kill you, but high doses of hydrocodone-acetanin can seriously damage your liver. If you damage your liver enough it could be fatal, but it sounds far too risky to use for ctb.
I think you need to look for a different method.
 
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deaddog67

deaddog67

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Nov 20, 2023
15
They probably won't kill you, but high doses of hydrocodone-acetanin can seriously damage your liver. If you damage your liver enough it could be fatal, but it sounds far too risky to use for ctb.
I think you need to look for a different method.
could they be used to help with another method or anything? and thank you a lot
 
Linda

Linda

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could they be used to help with another method or anything? and thank you a lot
I don't think so.
It sounds to me as though you are grasping at straws. If you want to ctb you need to plan it carefully. There is a lot of information on this site, and a huge amount of collective experience. Use it. (There is a search feature.)
Why do you want to ctb?
 
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deaddog67

deaddog67

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Nov 20, 2023
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I don't think so.
It sounds to me as though you are grasping at straws. If you want to ctb you need to plan it carefully. There is a lot of information on this site, and a huge amount of collective experience. Use it. (There is a search feature.)
Why do you want to ctb?
it started with preferred method as SN, got lazy trying to find sources, then was gonna try and overdose, but started to do my research and found a good source for SN so I think i'm done looking for methods now because it was my preferred method

i want to ctb because of my boyfriends death
 
Linda

Linda

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it started with preferred method as SN, got lazy trying to find sources, then was gonna try and overdose, but started to do my research and found a good source for SN so I think i'm done looking for methods now because it was my preferred method

i want to ctb because of my boyfriends death
Dealing with the death of someone close to you is very hard. I won't say "Don't ctb" because it would be hypocritical - if my husband dies before me I will ctb. But I am old, and will soon have done everything I can hope to achieve in life. In your case, my advice would be to wait until 12 months have passed since your boyfriend died, and only then decide what to do. The pain of a bereavment does fade over time.
 
deaddog67

deaddog67

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Nov 20, 2023
15
Dealing with the death of someone close to you is very hard. I won't say "Don't ctb" because it would be hypocritical - if my husband dies before me I will ctb. But I am old, and will soon have done everything I can hope to achieve in life. In your case, my advice would be to wait until 12 months have passed since your boyfriend died, and only then decide what to do. The pain of a bereavment does fade over time.
im not a very spiritual or religious person but i really do feel in my heart that he's like somewhere waiting for me and i miss him so much i have no idea what to do, i dont know if i can make it like 12 months without like going insane, but thank you.. i just want to purchase materials so im prepared i guess, i dunno, but thank you
 
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