Same here. I've been holding onto this SN for 2 years now but practicing and perfecting partial. I like the idea of having a last meal, being unconscious in 10 seconds and gone in 15 to 30 minutes as opposed to fasting and starving for a day or two, popping 100 pills in preparation for SN as the hours pass then finally drinking it, suffering the side effects, puking, cramping, headache, convulsing, finally passing out, but still running the risk of waking up several hours later. Just doesn't make sense to me anymore. Partial is too easy.